The Fighter Pilot's Baby: A BWWM Military Pregnancy Romance (12 page)

Gripping
the hem of her t-shirt, Alex tugged it up over her head. Bianca
complied, arching back as his head came down on her bare breast with
his mouth. Alex groaned against her nipple, sucking fervently. His
dick was so hard it was aching and he wanted her right now, but he
wouldn’t rush. She needed him to go slowly and that’s
exactly what he would do. Moving to her other breast and giving it
the same attention, Bianca moaned loudly and threaded her hands
through Alex’s hair, pulling him tighter to her. Alex pushed
back long enough to shed his own shirt then he gathered Bianca in his
arms and rushed up to the bedroom. Laying her down gently, Alex tore
his pants down and tossed them away, taking his boxers with them. He
then pulled off Bianca’s sweatpants and threw them away with
the others. A low growl rumbled in his chest when he realized she was
going commando and he wanted to devour her. Reminding himself to go
slowly, Alex perched himself over top of Bianca on the bed, taking in
the sight of her beautiful body. Although petit
e
in stature, Bianca was curvy in all the places that mattered. Her
chocolate brown skin glowed with arousal and Alex had the sudden need
to taste her. Leaning down, he pressed kisses to her flat stomach,
working his way down to where he really wanted to be. Alex pushed her
knees apart, spreading her legs as far as they could go. He groaned
again at the sight of her, wet and inviting. Trailing kisses down her
thigh and back up again until he was at the center of her, Alex
pressed a firm kiss to her wet pussy, and Bianca’s hips surged
forward as she moaned loudly.

Slowly circling her
clit with his tongue, Alex slipped two fingers inside of her,
stretching her tight channel to accommodate him.

“Ah, Alex,
yes,” Bianca groaned, thrusting her hips to meet his movements.

She tangled her
fingers in his hair, pulling him to her and Alex took that to mean
she wanted more. He pushed his tongue inside of her, lapping up her
arousal as she came undone around his tongue, screaming his name.
Alex moved up Bianca’s body until he was fully settled between
her thighs, his thick erection pressing at the entrance to her pussy.
Before entering her, which was torture, Alex slammed his lips to
Bianca’s as she lay regaining her breath from her intense
orgasm. He pushed his tongue in between her lips and tangled it with
hers at the same moment as he plunged into her. The sensation was
intense and they both cried out at the contact. Alex began moving his
hips in a steady rhythm, surging in and out of her as she pushed her
hips to meet him. It began as a slow love making but soon turned
frenzied. Bianca grabbed his ass, pulling him to her and he plunged
deeper as she positioned her legs on his shoulders.

“God, Bianca,
you feel so wet,” Alex moaned.

“Deeper and
harder, Alex. I need to feel all of you,” Bianca breathed,
arching to meet him again.

Taking the cue he
flips her over. “Bend down,” he growls, pushing her back
down towards the bed.

*****

Alex
pushed
inside of
her again and Bianca
cried
out once more, the feel of his large dick deep inside of her making
her orgasm build again. Bianca
pushed
back against him with her ass, needing more. Alex wasn’t just
fucking her, he was filling the empty space inside of her that the
loss of her baby created. She needed Alex right now like she needed
oxygen to breathe and he was giving her just what would heal her.

“Yes,
baby, deeper,”
she
moaned, pushing back against him even more.

Alex slammed into
her and she gasped, the pain of his cock hitting her cervix and then
the pleasure of it rubbing her g-spot causing her climax to rise.
Three more thrusts and Bianca couldn’t bear it any longer.

“Come for me,
baby,” Alex whispered in her ear.

That was all Bianca
needed to let go. The orgasm hit her with force and she screamed, her
muscles clenching and rippling around his thick and lengthening cock.

“Oh, God,
Bianca,” Alex shouted, finding his own release.

Bianca collapsed on
her stomach, Alex still inside of her, panting. She couldn’t
move if she wanted to. Alex pulled out of her and she felt his weight
lift from the bed. He returned seconds later with a wash cloth and it
felt so good when he wiped her clean.

“Rest now,
baby,” Alex said, pulling the blanket over her still naked
body.

Bianca managed a
weak nod and closed her eyes, drifting to sleep almost instantly.

*****

Alex watched Bianca
from the doorway for a moment as she drifted off to sleep. Gathering
his clothes he slipped from the room, making sure he had his phone
with him when he went. He had several important phone calls to make
and wanted to make sure he did it before she woke up.

Dialing
the number from memory, Alex waited for the person to answer. “I’ll
take the job,”
he
said without even saying hello.

“Good,”
the man said, “I knew you’d come around.”

After a few more
minutes of small talk and setting up the time for Alex to begin
training he hung up. For the first time in three weeks Alex felt like
everything was falling into place. Finally.

*****

Bianca woke up and
it was getting dark, which in late October in the Northeast could
mean it was five o’clock. She sat up, slightly disoriented from
her long nap. Where was Alex? She hopped off of the bed and shivered,
the floor was freezing. Remembering that she was naked, Bianca
located her sweats and t-shirt and threw them on quickly followed by
a fuzzy pair of socks. Finally warm, she went in search of Alex. She
thought about their encounter earlier and smiled. Something had
shifted inside of her and it left her feeling calm, and at peace.
Maybe it was the way they connected again, for the first time since
she lost the baby, which made her feel like she wasn’t so lost
any longer. Whatever it was that helped Bianca, she knew she felt
better. She would never stop grieving the loss of the life that she
was never able to hold in her arms or watch grow up, but she suddenly
felt like she would be okay.

As she approached
the kitchen, Bianca could hear banging of pots and pans and muted
cursing. Stifling a laugh, she walked in. Alex was attempting to cook
dinner. There was a pot of boiling water hissing as it splashed
scolding water onto the flames, and something on a back burner
smoking. Alex was rinsing another smaller pan in the sink; the
contents were unidentifiable, and swearing under his breath.

“What’s
for dinner?” Bianca asked holding a hand over her mouth so he
wouldn’t see the smile that was spreading there.

Alex turned to her,
embarrassment shining in his eyes. “I was trying to make
spaghetti and meatballs. My sister assured me that it was a simple
dish. Looks like I may have to call her back and tell her what she
can do with that simple dish,” He said wiping sweat from his
brow.

A small chuckle
escaped Bianca’s lips and she slapped her hand over her mouth.

“This is funny
to you?” Alex asked, feigning anger.

Bianca nodded, tears
escaping her eyes. God, it felt great to laugh again.

“I’m
sorry, babe. Is there anything I can help with?” She finally
asked, approaching the stove with bewilderment. Nothing looked
salvageable.

Alex shook his head.
“I think it’s a good thing I have the take out menu to a
great Italian restaurant,” he said, waving the menu in the air.

Bianca laughed
again. “I think you’re right.”

Alex placed the
order for their food and Bianca began to clean up the kitchen, trying
to save her pan that had some sort of black charred substance stuck
to the bottom.

“I’m
sorry about your pans,” Alex said as they dug into their
spaghetti and meatballs later that evening.

Bianca waved a hand
in the air. “Don’t worry; I was due for a new set
anyway.”

They ate the rest of
the meal in comfortable silence. This was the best evening they had
together since the miscarriage. Bianca almost cried with relief as
they both cuddled under a blanket on the couch later that night,
ready to watch a movie. All wasn’t lost and her relationship
with Alex wasn’t beyond repair. Sighing, Bianca relaxed against
Alex’s chest as the movie began. Finally, she felt at peace.

Several weeks passed
and the holiday season was fast approaching. Bianca was busy getting
ready for finals and winter vacation from work. It seemed she and
Alex were back into a groove and the awkwardness and sadness that was
surrounding them in the weeks prior was slowly lifting. Bianca was
looking forward to the almost two weeks away from work and school and
was hoping that the time spent with Alex would further heal their
relationship. Alex was still looking for work and she hoped he would
find something soon, although he didn’t seem as melancholy as
he was when he returned from Chicago. He wouldn’t talk much
about the job search or if he was even still pursuing his own
business but Bianca knew he wanted to make sure he was financially
sound before they tried again for a baby. They discussed waiting
until after the holidays and even talked about Alex moving all the
way in to her house at that point; even though he spent ninety
percent of his time there anyway.

Pulling herself from
her wayward thoughts, Bianca put the finishing touches on her final
paper and shut down the computer. It was close to midnight and Alex
was snoring away next to her. He was exhausted lately and Bianca knew
he was working very hard to find a job. Bianca stashed her computer
away and climbed back into bed. She brushed a soft kiss across Alex’s
lips and settled back against her pillow, tucking herself into the
crook of his arm and laying against his chest. The sound of his
steady heartbeat began to lull her to sleep. Suddenly he stiffened
and Bianca startled awake.

“If you keep
rubbing me that close to my crotch I may forget that you have to get
up early and have my way with you, again.” Alex mumbled his
voice gravely with sleep.

Bianca laughed, “I’m
sure I would be so upset if you did.”

Bianca decided to
push her luck and Alex made good on his promise. By the time they
both went to sleep it was almost two a.m. but Bianca wasn’t
complaining at all.

*****

Alex
wondered when he should tell Bianca about his new job. He was almost
finished training and knew he should tell her soon. But it never
seemed to be the right time. He thought about what she would think
when she found out. Would she be angry? Would she think it was stable
enough? Truth be told, when she had the miscarriage and their lives
were in turmoil Alex decided it was best to keep the new job a secret
for awhile, she had enough to think about, but now they were getting
back into the swing of things and Bianca seemed happy. At least
that’s what he thought. Some nights he would watch her when she
thought he was asleep, she still had trouble sleeping, and he could
see the far off look in her eyes; that
what
if
expression. He knew the look because
he would do it too. There wasn’t anything either of them could
do to bring the baby back but they would never fully heal either.
Sighing, Alex stepped from the shower, already running several
minutes behind schedule for his training. He was due to finish up
just before Christmas and he wanted to surprise Bianca with being
fully employed as a Christmas gift, one of many. They discussed
trying again for a baby after the holidays but Alex could see the
hesitation in Bianca’s eyes. Just like him, she was frightened
of losing another baby. The doctor told them it was a fluke, an
accident of nature, but he knew they would both be scared until they
had another healthy baby.

Toweling himself
off, Alex walked into the bedroom. Even though he hadn’t
‘officially’ moved into Bianca’s house, it felt
like he lived there. He still had his one bedroom apartment downtown,
but with the exception of running there to get clothes, he rarely
visited it. Bianca would also clam up at the discussion of him moving
in and Alex decided to let it go for now, until she was at least
pregnant again and he had a reason to be there full time. He knew one
thing; he wasn’t going to let her pull away from him again.

Thinking Bianca was
asleep still, Alex padded into the room quietly, draping his wet
towel over her vanity chair. Warm hands wrapped around his bare waist
just before he bent to pull on his boxer briefs.

Alex smiled, “I
thought you were asleep?” He said turning to pull a sleep
mussed Bianca against his naked chest.

“Mmm,
not when you’re naked and wet five feet away I’m not,”
she
mumbled,
burying her face in his chest.

Alex was instantly
hard at the contact, his naked erection pushing against her belly.
Bianca looked down and smiled, licking her lips.

“What’s
that look for?” Alex asked, knowing damn well what she had in
mind.

“You’ll
find out soon enough,” Bianca purred, lowering to her knees.

Alex growled deep in
his chest, his dick becoming harder as Bianca wrapper her hands
around it. She began to stroke him slowly and he threw his head back
and closed his eyes, gritting his teeth. When she put her lips around
his cock he almost thrust into her mouth. Not wanting to rush her or
scare her off, he held back, gripping the chair that was now behind
him for control. Despite his best efforts, Alex began to rock his
hips as she took all of him and began sucking while stroking him up
and down with her hand. Her other hand reached down to cup his balls
and he cried out as she gave him a slight tug.