To John (13 page)

20 Jan 2015

"Euro QE is inevitable, not
optional."

"Up in the cloud, a certain memory
pattern will trigger buying & selling. Trading Memory, so
called. Analysing the volume, angle & duration. Hope it would
work like a miracle. Testing was done. Morning, John."

"ECB QE heaven."

"Once bouncing back is started And
settled, it will be quite unstoppable. + tax for 1% US riches
really pisses off a lot of people."

"Hit while the iron is hot. Is
this right expression in English, John?"

"I know what you mean."

"You have to see the blue bit or
the black bit in MN chart. Or the curving in the Alligator. You
have to make it. The turning point. Then, a real miracle will
follow. Partly for the TM, so it can repeat the impact in a near
future. Do not think I am encouraging you. Volume 46902 was not a
joke on 02/01/2105. Was Soros a joke? I am not working for my
brother either. No personal account."

"Why are you not happy, Ana?"

"I can see something
negative."

"What?"

"Your attitude. You think you've
done well and it's five o'clock to go home, man."

"Anything wrong with it?"

"Tomorrow morning, you can be
dumped into the lower place if you don't make it tonight."

"You will see."

21 Jan 2015

"George, show me your bold
front."

"Morning, Ana. Who is George?"

"Your Chancellor of the Exchequer
and an offspring of King Henry III."

'He has to allow Carney to do
exactly how he likes to do. He has to back him up if he does not
want to follow the Gordon's footstep. Acutually there was no
footstep. Gordon was sitting in the shadow, drooling while the
crush was going on. Carney was hired for this. He saved Canada
2008. Anyway Steriling is so unattractive at the moment.'

That was what was in Ana's mind an
hour ago.

Then again, she thought.

'Maybe it is not his decision
either. Market will decide.'

'You have money. You are a
customer, so called investor. Which product will you buy?

For example, you have £100.

1. a pair of Nike if possible

2. 4 pairs of fake Nikes

3. 12 pairs of whatever from
Primark

4. forget the shoes'

Another case,

'If you are running a factory of
shoes, what kind of shoes are you going to produce?

1. Nike

2. fake Nike

3. Shoe Zone

4. Van'

Gordon, with keloid from being
whipped. (image from Wikipedia for 'keloid').

'Keloid is fibrotic tumors, which
can block the chi flow. For example, a woman had a sugical
operation for 3rd degree tear after child birth. If she developed
keloid around the rectum area, her governing vessel can be blocked
as Du 1 is just behind the asshole and coccyx. She can have piles
or mental disturbance as Du is governing the mental activity too.
If a woman had a cesarian section and she developed keloid under
her belly button, this can cause the blockage of Ren Mai. The
blockage Ren can cause depression. Most of postnatal cases can
belong to this and can be managed.' (The Last Book)

"John, volume 359. What is this?
Is this an English houmor?"

"Let's have some fun while we are
waiting for tomorrow. Or shall we bet?"

Ana thougt,

'DHs, 50 bn a month to buy bonds
means QE. Wait? Wait for the rest of your life.'

'Hang on... The reason to wait is
to get the proper impact when the news is broken. Then again, what
impact? Your trousers get too wet to do anything.'

Three miserable hours later.

'Sorry to say this but I think
your life is in my hand. I will not kill you but you can be saved
by me. Without me, you will meet an unexpected death in group.

That was a fiction, right? That is
a fiction, no? Is this relly a fiction?

If this is not a fiction, what
would you do? Or what would I do?' (From the Last Book)

Ana's brief thinking before going
to bed.

'Today is finished anyway. Get a
sleep. I will go to sleep. And we start tomorrow sharp at 6:00. I'm
done. If you want to hang around, it is up to you. I like to hang
around, but I do have personal stuff like eating dinner, earning
some extra cash and caring my facial. I don't know who is thinking
in me. I got used to this. I do not give a shit about who is
thinking. I am still functioning in various ways. I feel like I am
blind. I like to see. I like to see what is going on. That's why I
am doing this blind mad business. I like to see what is working and
I like to see how it is working.'

23 Jan 2015

'QE is a stimula, which will
strengthen the economy. Strong econoy always revaluate its own
currency. Revaluation means balancing. If the value of the currency
is too low, it will bring it up. If the value is too high, it will
bring it down.'

Ana was so glad to see the Mario's
grin. Exactly same as twenty okward years ago.

"John, balancing. Seesawing. I can
see it."

'For example, you play a game
called the Second Life. Or whatever the game is. You are super at
it. Are you super in real? If this life is a kind of trial, you are
super, are you super if you do not know who you are or where your
real self is? If you know where you come from and what you are, you
do not need to be afraid of death or pain. Ask yourself. If you
have any physical pain, watch and see what that really is. Pain is
simply the force to make yourself balanced. Still it's so painful
and so unpleasant.' (From the Last Book)

5th Week Jan 2015

26 Jan 2015

"I thought you forgot me. Very
glad to see you again."

"But I am not sure whether I have
to continue this or not. Something got on nerves. Something hooked
my nerve. Very personal."

27 Jan 2015

"No rail service between Boston
and New York, today."

"I am not a midwife, but I have to
say 'Push, push'. Otherwise, you are dead. It's true, if you don't
push out the baby, you are dead. It is a fact, not a metaphor."

"Why am I drooling here?
Physically, I cannot stop it."

28 Jan 2015

"Why are you so quiet? Are you
pregnant? Carl."

"Well asked. I was. I am not
anymore."

"Do you still want to be paid by
me? If you do, you have to work."

"Hang on. You should do your
homework first from your side."

"What is it? May I ask?"

"Oil price. 40."

"Why?"

"Crash the petrodollars first. And
see... Do not fiddle."

Ana felt she is dead inside. She
lost interest.

"Carl, as far as I can see, the
only way is up."

30 Jan 2015

Ana's rough reasoning

"Oil fall => Europe deflation
=> Euro QE => Euro value up"

"Whereas, Oil fall =>
Petrodollar collapse (currency created specially by oil trade
between OPEC and US, refused by Saudi Arabia 10 years ago) =>
Dollar ?"

"Hopefully just down. In worst
case, collapse. As US cannot afford QE anymore. Any slight more US
QE brings the 2nd Lehman case instantly. Red Alert state."

"The income source of US
infrastructure ie selling weapons is drying out as there is no
apparent war. Export decreased, strong USD, less income."

"Anything else?"

"Permanent clicking."

She found herself funny. She never
got bored of clicking. Maybe she belongs to the game generation.
She learned clicking before writing thanks to her brothers.

"Carl, open me a live account as a
part of your payment. Many thanks in advance, Ana."

"You are welcome. You got it."

Ana learned some English swearing
from that Murray's girlfriend. What did she say?

"You f****** flesh f***."

She didn't know what it exactly
meant.

'What the f***! I got the
money.'

'Why did she say it loud? It's
good to be autistic. I don't have to say a word, still I have that
satisfying feeling of uttering f word. Let me try again. ----. What
the ---- is going on? ---- it. I am interested in the fact why f***
word has to be spelled with f****** three ***. Funny. Or am I using
a primitive type of telepathy? Communication through brain waves?
If you tick the box that you think telepathy exists in the checking
list of mental state, you are prone to be diagnosed as mentally
ill.'

'Back to that Murray's girlfriend.
Why do you have to move your muscle to express your anger or
frustration? Do you have to move any of your muscle? You cannot see
the anger, the stream of energy, trying to penetrating the top of
your skull?'

'Then again, anger is a very good
energy. It moves you, indeed. Fuck it.'

"John, if you have a doubt, just
watch me playing a live account. My brother provided it to me. Can
you make 3% profit on Friday afternoon? If you cannot, follow me.
Or you play Violin or make sculptures. You can use it in creative
way."

31 Jan 2015

'When I heard somebody saying that
I am doing rather well, it really pissed me off.

1. I do not know who they are.

2. I do not think they have an
idea of what I've been through.

3. Can they be any help?
Commentators of a sport game. Usually not very succesful
ex-players, aren't they? They are not paid well either.'

'Well, it feels like it's time to
say good bye to old good friends. They are grown and I am grown. We
are living in different worlds now.'

February 2015

1st Week Feb 2015

01 Feb 2015

'I have no moral feeling. I will
carry you as you programmed. You lucky sod. I started learning
human language. Not my fault.'

"John, not right time but shall we
try a shoot as there are waitings. Not many. Two to three. 10 to 12
min maximum."

"Carl, you are still my brother,
right?"

"John, something wrong. I will let
you know. Ok. All ok. F, F, F, February. If you have any problem,
log in properly. The 5th account and password, then move to 6th.
Then good luck. See you tomorrow morning."

02 Feb 2015

"Hi John, Good shot. Henry is away
tonight, so I can be with you until 10."

"Which do you prefer? Hotel room
service or take away?"

"Chinese take away. Sweet sour
chicken and spare ribs in Sichuan style."

"No problem. See you."

"I don't think we can waste last
night's shoot. By the way, Bill is not with Pimco anymore. He
joined Janus. He was unlucky. There was a massive flood in Colorado
last year. He is just old and unlucky. You know that combination.
Old and unlucky."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdS6_fIHwqo

A little short story called
'appetite' in Korean.

"Take the exact opposite what the
old and unlucky man said. That's what we used to do. We are not
vegetarians. We eat red meat."

03 Feb 2015

"Morning John, all you have to do
today is tempo & volume. No need to control your temper. The
spring roll we had last night was so thick and wet. Incompetent.
Keep the margin level 200 as your religion. Do not go under. You
will get the drowned octopus. Maximize the profit."

"Good afternoon:) All day long@@:
Do not forget to take profits, though. Yanks will join. Apple
complained."

'Simple calculation if Apple sold
1 mil pound worth of iphone, how much they got in dollars? 1.62 mil
or 1.50 mil. 1.2 Bil instead of Mil, they are talking about.
0.12mil x 1200= 144mil =0.1bil a month difference roughly including
euro, ruble, renminbi... Wow. Even Obama appies tax for riches,
it's only 1.2 bil a year. It's election season. They can't loose
companies' support.'

'My question: why did dollar get
so strong even QE ended? 1. Fed can not stop it. 2. No other
reason. 3. Dollar is out of control. 4. No value as standard
currency. 5. Back to gold or something else.'

'Sometimes, I cannot understand
human mind. If they don't fiddle, they can make triple. Why fiddle?
God knows. If you fiddle, does that mind activity make you feel as
if you are thoughtful? Does being thoughful make you perform
better? Why a certain type of indecisiveness drives me nuts? Why do
you think? Or what are you thinking about? Are you calculating? Do
you have enough time to calculate?'

04 Feb 2015

'It was a big mistake of Fed to
say to be patient. Irrevocable. They didn't know who they were
talking to. It was the Money. The most impatient client.'

"At this time of day, play
according to the common sense. Look at the chart. It is sleeping.
It might get up suddenly and behave like a dream walker. Random
shoots."

'Even though you know me, I can
not remember. I missed you so much, but I can not recognize your
face. You have to say hello first.'

05 Feb 2015

"John, I opened up the 3rd world,
a bit like a black hole in programming sense. An infinite
repetition. A loofing. Whoever governs these three worlds would be
the king. The beauty of this logic is like water. It has no
intention of its own. It just moves. For example, like today, you
can not stop it. Sailing or surfing is the best until the waves die
down."

"Carl, are you proud of me? 70%
within a week. Ho ho."

"Sort of... Real battle is now,
no?"

"It is not a game. It's
programmed."

"Farily cold here. How about
there?"

"Rather heated, I have to say.
Anyway, get your boys ready. Will join you later. Have to feed
Henry first. Let's do some transatlantic clubbing to death
tonight."

06 Feb 2015

'A coincidence or a dream? Just
tell me that you've been waiting for me.'

'Too many coincidences. You need a
new paradigm to explain this new reality. Otherwise, you will be
bewildered for the rest of your life. What a sad waste.'

"John, something wrong with the
frequencies. No fruits today? So unfair."

'The game should be designed to be
enjoyed not to be too much frustrated. There is a limit of patience
but there are thousands of games out there. Without understanding
human emotions, there is no fat chance to sell.'