To John (11 page)

Apple OS: I just don't like it.
Personal taste. Then again. They did something very absurd and
greedy. I had to ditch out my ipad-touch because its OS is too old.
I could not upgrade OS as it will burn the whole hardware.

Linux Ubuntu: Nasa is using.

*Android: ready-made, low-cost and
customizable operating system for high-tech devices.

5.0.2 Lollipop / December 19,
2014; 19 days ago; too much googling

** Solaris: I just remember the
name. I worked for Oracle as a part time. Something was there. Open
source mixed with closed source.

'Solaris name is used almost
exclusively to refer to the SVR4(Unix System V Release 4)-derived
SunOS 5.0 and later.'

Ana's conclusion of the day
research:

If I am an operating system, of
course I don't like multiusers. I quite like Solaris as it has
limited access. But then again, Android looks so cool and tough
before Google fiddled. I don't want a left over food either.
Something about Linux. So potential? But I remember that Stallman.
He was continuously eating his nails. Yuck... Anyway where is this
Henry? Wherever he is, to me, Solaris is the answer for the time
being.

"John, if anything happens to me,
it's your fault, not mine. I checked my side. No problem. OS is
fine as it is. Something weird with your network. Can you check
with Mark?"

Ana was watching mindlessly
Youtube music video.

'Shit, is this San Francisco?'

She could not believe her eyes.
San Francisco was one of her favorite cities. Bright, sunny, hilly
and windy. Now the city was half abandoned and half detroyed. Big
empty buildings, smokes everywhere. Singers were like orphans,
street dogs. What happened? Is this real or is this whole thing
dramatized? Grotesque. No one on the roller coaster. A cursed
city.

They sang

'After the war, everything was
frozen. Blue tears, blue sadness. Everything is blue. I got used to
it. My heart got blues.'

The song is called 'Blue'. At the
end of the video, there was snow falling. Nuclear snow. That's what
it is. But is there such a thing?

08 Jan 2015

"1.97%, 48.65/br, 1.50880
start."

'Time to get a new compuper. I
like IBM hardware. I like Dell. My netbook is getting too old. I
can hear him breathing heavily. I had better let him take a rest. I
will not shoot him though.'

last july 1.70 GBPUSD

this jan 1.50 GBPUSD

currency up, export down
normally

currency up, export up? It does
not make sense. USD seriously cooked.

I like to see the ending scene as
cooking costs a lot.

'George Soros, you bastard, get
out your dirty, oinking nose from Kiev. He is actually a bastard
biologically. We can check in Wikipedia. Yes, he is a bastard. A
demented bastard. He suggested for Europe to pay 50bil to counter
attack China's 20bil loan to Russia. He showed how desperate
America is for oil. How desperate they are to use 84 year old man
to utter such a nonsense in front of public media? It also shows
that the Keystone pipline is really dangerous. They know it. Obama
knows it. But they are still trying to do it. Pigs. It will bring a
nuclear winter. I saw it.'

"I live today for the first time.
And you, John?"

"Logically yes, Ana."

"Agree with Evans. Currency for
Eurasia will be born. Russia is a part of Europe. Only one vehicle.
There is no other option."

'There is a limit of impact by
fiddling with interest rate verbally. Like antibiotics, if you take
too much when you are pregnant, your own breast milk can cause cot
death. A new born baby is not ready to take that amount of
chemicals. Antibiotics are basically killing microcells. Cot death
is not a mistery, a natural consequence. The same. QE does not work
any more, the talk about interest rate seems to work for a
considerable time. But it does not cure. The body of patient is too
weak to take it. Either kidney failure or liver failure. You have
to tell his or her family around this time to be ready.'

"Morning, who got stuck on level
1? What kind of human is that? Ozzy? What's the poing of carrying
that red leather bag if it's empty? Or is it brown?"

"Are you enjoying the autoply? You
don't even have to click. Whenever there is a dip, stay still until
the next wave comes. Take a deep breath or go to toilet."

From the book, Ana was reading.
The Last Book.

'Who said I am lazy? You do it.
Who laughed when I am in pain beyond human imagination? You do it.
Who thinks my work is not good enough? You do it. Who assume they
might be able to do it? Try to do it. If you don't end up in
A&E, you are rather good. The energy you have to deal with can
easily break your neck. You do it. Don't call my name from your
death bed. I have enough of them. They are with me. Very angry. If
you don't have a black hole in your body, they will drive you into
Schizophrenic state instantly. Do you have one? It is not easy to
understand dual realities. I am sick of it and excited by it. Which
is scarier? Roller coaster or a ghost house in a park? Ghosts are
weak spirits, which are hanging around. The spirits which can
possess you are strong and handle your body and mind like roller
coaster. You do it. When I laugh, you laugh. When I am in pain,
please do understand that you might have the same pain sooner or
later in case you are watching me as a living form with five
senses. By the way, do you know what you have to do if you are not
happy with my work? For example, arrange the Forex market. Do
it.'

Something clicked on Ana's
nerve.

'You what? That's what I am
doing.'

She checked the author's name.

'Giana Salvatore.'

'Are we having same fantasies?
Hang on, I am actually doing it. This book is a fiction. Anyway, if
the author shows how she is doing it or how she imagined, that will
be interesting. I might read some more. Or I might have some
inspiration other than fiddling with OS for so how many days now? I
forgot I said to John that it is not OS problem. Yanks are out. Let
them play blindlessly. I think we finished today. Let me see. I
like to ask the author.'

'Giana, I play Candy. And you? How
do you arrange what?'

"John, are you playing with touch
screen? How thick are your fingers?"

"No physical abuse this time,
Ana."

"I am serious. I am asking you a
question."

"Quite thick."

"You are not prone to make
mistakes?"

"Trained."

"Ok."

'I wanna a touch screen
compuper!!! Now!!!'

She felt the tantrum which she
forgot for years. She felt her arms and legs shrieking violently.
Scream and tears until she could get what she wanted.

"Anyway, credit suisse has data
base problem. Henry told me when he came back from Frankfurt the
other day. Deutsche is ok. Cheers. A."

"Danke, J."

'Friday cooking time. The following is for my own reference.
The game was produced by the guy who created Lineage.
http://archeage.xlgames.com/en#trailer

Syncronazation without any time
interval started. Before, there was 4 seconds gap. No gap now. For
example, if you use two devices, one for music and one for visual,
they work together. Try the above with one of Youtube music video
called 'Big Bang Monster'. Basically I don't know what this means.
The only thing I guess or know is that two pararell worlds started
being combined. In human term, you can call it heaven on
earth.'

"Without any conditions, roll it
up, man."

'What scares me is the oil pipe
line on fire. And the snow. The nuclear snow.'

Ana did not know whether the above
is from the book she is reading or from her own mind. She had these
prophetic minds time to time. She saw something so vivid. One third
of America was in water. It was so vivid she could draw a map of
the line. When she saw the line of Keystone pipeline, she got so
scared. That line matched the line. One third of America. Mostly
north east part as if they had cancer in the large intestine, and
the whole gut was taken out.

'Sorry, I saw it. I have no
tongue. I am blind. But I saw it. One third of America was in the
water. Deep blue. Do you want to see the map? Search for Keystone
pipeline images. You can see what I saw. Nederland, Texas.

My reasoning: Keystone pipeline
can work as a wiring. Pipes full of oil. Map out 28 remained GE
reactor mark 1. Map out the thermal shifts in underground.
Earthquake + oil pipes + faulty reactors. What do you think? What
do you think? One trigger can cause all this. Do you still want to
do it? If you still want to do it, I have to ask why. No time to
think. Just act if you realized what you were doing.

10 Jan 2015

"John, my birthday tomorrow."

"Happy birthday, Ana. There was
something else that you wanted to tell me, wasn't it?"

"There was. I drank too much. I
will tell you tomorrow when I wake up. I feel sick a bit."

"Good night. See you
tomorrow."

Ana thought

'Why on earth all the man I know
on this earth are such cold bastards? They have no blood. Always
work or informations or data base. What did I do? Why am I
surrounded by all these cold boys?'

"Carl, do you know what tomorrow
is?"

"Sunday."

"Henry, do you know what I want
for tomorrow?"

'I know his answer. Good sunday
roast.'

'I wanna a compuper!!! Touch
screen!!!'

'I should get pregnant by the end
of next week.'

11 Jan 2015

A random website page, which Ana
came upon on her birthday.

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From the Last Book, which Ana kept
on reading.

'In case of developing the
Keystone pipeline,

earthquake

faulty mark 1 reactors

hydrogen explosion

Keystone pipeline working as a
fuse

triggering Yellowstone volcano

radioactive ash fall

rain for three months

flood

1 third of North America in deep
blue water.'

Dave sent her a happy birthday
message. She said tanks. Good old Dave.

'Yellowstone volcano could wipe
out life on North America.

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"John, For Your Information Only:
US asked BNP Paribas to do the same thing like 7 years ago. BNP
said no as US fined them so severely last year. They got pissed
off. US schemed these terror shows to treaten them. You can see how
far they can go. Personally I think US digged their own tumb. Most
of UK & european banks got tested last year."

"Are you talking about Nothern
Rock?"

"Yes, that's why even media is
saying that BOE was kept in shadow at the crisis. Gordon Brown's
fault after that poodle's big mistake in Iraq. Fischer was hired
again last year by Fed. He directed the shit shifting. He is half
African and half Israli. But when African fund got busted and there
was capital exodus, instead of helping Israel, US took their
African customers. Another back stabbing."

"What's your point?"

"Be ready in case. Stay away from
Paribas."

3rd Week Jan 2015

12 Jan 2015

"John, do you want to finish our
affair?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean your perfomance. Not like
a year before."

"Ana, can I buy you a drink?"

"I cannot drink."

"I thought you are quite a
drinker."

"I am pregnant."

"Sorry?"

"I'm pregnant."

"Say it again?"

"John, listen carefully. I am two
weeks pregnant. We have four months. Once the hormone kicks in, I
will not be able to function properly. I will be very dumb
physically and biologically. So, we have four months. Do you
understand?"

"Four months, you said."

"Yes. We will head for the total
syncronization, so I can have a maternity leave with a fat
bonus."

"Does your brother know about
this?"

"No. He will kill me. I will tell
him once the embryo is settled. Let's say two more weeks. The oil
will hit 40 by then. He will have no option. He will follow you. Do
you hear me?"

"Yes."

13 Jan 2015

"Goldman Sachs 73.75
→
47.15, expected
result."

'How blind I
am. What can I expect? A deformed baby. I miscarried one when I
came back from Japan. I forgot that ruthless heavy bleeding. I went
to A&E. I got four bottles of somebody else's blood. I cannot
carry this. I forgot what I was intending. It was Chiristmas. It
was Henry. I don't think I should do this. I will get morning
pills. Not fair for anyone including the one who is not born yet.
Did I ever dream about cosy pregnancy? No. Have I ever imagined
myself as a huggy mother? No. Was I bored to death? No. Was I
lonely? Possible. Will a deformed child make you less lonely? Sick.
I am sick of me. The only one who knows about this is John. So, no
problem. I will simply say it was mistaken. What else? what else?
If morning pills do not work, I will go to GP and will tell him
that why I cannot have a child. The radiation level. I will tell
him. Henry knew this before we married. I told him. I told him not
to expect a child from me. He said it's ok. He made a
mistake.'