Treat Me Like Somebody (13 page)

“I can always stay here with them, just to make sure yall straight.” He said and I was tempted to give in, but I stuck to my guns.

“No, we good. But thanks for letting me keep them.”

“I appreciate you trying to get to know my boys. That say a lot to me. I already told you, you’re wifey in my eyes. My sons love you but the only problem is you. I’m not him, Jaz and the sooner you stop tripping and see it, we can move on with our lives.” He said sincerely.

“It’s not like that Justice, I thought we were together.” I said confused.

“We are but it’s not how I want it to be. You holding back and I ain’t talking about sex. I’m saying you holding back because you’re not letting me in. You’re too scared to open up because you think I’m going to hurt you and that’s fucked up, Jaz. You letting what that nigga did to you fuck up what we got and it just started. You wanna be with me, I want all of you not just what you want me to have. I ain’t trying be like Harlem and Samya.”

“I don’t want to be like that either.” I said dropping my head.

“Well, stop shutting me out Jazmyn. I’m falling in l…”

“Nah, I called the bed first, bruh.” I heard Javier yell but my mind was trying to figure out what Justice was just about to say. I walked with him to the back to see what was going on.

“I’m the oldest, it’s only right.” Jordan said before Justice walked in my spare bedroom.

“What the fuck y’all in here doing?” Justice said.

“Dad, tell Jordan since he had the bed last time, it’s my turn.” Javier responded.

“Why don’t the both of y’all sleep up there together, that’s not a small bed? Y’all brothers anyway, one at the head and one at the foot.” Justice said picking up their bags and putting them in the closet.

“Hell nawl, dad that nigga feet stink.” Jordan laughed.

“Uh un, it be my socks.” Javier replied.

“How about this, we all sleep in the den. I can order some pizzas and movies later.” I suggested.

“Shit, it can’t get no better than that” Javier laughed dapping Jordan up and Justice smacked the back of both their heads.

“I done told y’all about that language, ima start fucking y’all little asses up.” he said and I cocked my head to the side and gave him a look.

“Really, Justice?”

“What? I’m grown.”

I shook my head and walked out.
What am I going to do with them?
I thought while walking into the kitchen. Justice went to help the boys hook up their game while I fixed them something to eat. After I fixed their plates and Justice a to-go plate, I started to clean up the kitchen. I washed the dishes and swept the floor when Justice walked in.

I felt his hands wrap around my waist. He planted kisses on my neck and I tilted my head to give him better access. I could feel his dick getting hard on my ass. I turned around and slipped my tongue in his mouth. He picked me up and sat me on the counter. He squeezed my thighs and pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pushed my shorts to the side and slid two fingers into my already wet hole. I gasped and tilted my head back. “Mm,” I moaned biting down on my bottom lip. He brought my face back to his and kissed me deeply. The look on his face let me know he liked what he was feeling. Due to me not having sex, I was tight as a virgin.

“Oh my God, Justice.” I moaned feeling my walls tighten and I was on the verge of coming. He brought his fingers to the top of my pussy and gently massaged my clit. I bit down on his bottom lip and rocked back and forth on his fingers. I tilted my head back and released the water works. I came so hard I thought it would never stop.

“Damn Ma,” Justice laughed then licked his fingers. I smirked and hopped off the counter. I walked to the back to go wash up.

CHAPTER 19

                                                                      JUSTICE

If Jaz thought I was leaving tonight, she was crazy. After tasting that sweet pussy, I wasn’t going anywhere. I went to check on the boys before going to finish where we left off. After making sure the boys were good, I walked into the kitchen to get their plates Jaz fixed them when my phone rung. Seeing who it was, I ignored the call. I gave them their food and walked towards Jaz’s room. I could hear water running and slipped off my shoes. Before I could take off my shirt, my phone rang again. I needed to put an end to this shit before she fucked up my night.

"What Tammi? I’m busy right now," I answered low.

"Why you whispering and busy doing what or should I say who?" Tammi said and she was drunk as usual.

"Tammi get some sleep, I’ll call you tomorrow." I said just to get her off my line.

"Nah fuck that, where you at? I want to see you," she said trying to sound sexy but the drunker she was the uglier she sounded.

"Look Tam, I know you’ve been drinking, so I’ll check on you tomorrow aite. You need to get some sleep."

"I’m not even drunk and I want to see you tonight. I’m outside your house right now waiting for you."

"You’re what? Tam, go home man."

"No, ima sit here until you get here"

"I’m not coming home tonight, yo. So you might as well leave or sleep on the grass. How the fuck you even know where I live anyway?

"Why are you not coming home? You with that bitch, huh? That’s aite. You better come on before I start yelling out this bitch waking up all your neighbors in this beautiful lil area you stay in. And bring my fucking sons. I don’t want them under your little hoe." She said and hung up.

I am sick of Tammi, for real. It was like ever since that day I had to go get her from my mom’s crib, she felt the need to blow my phone up. I even brought her a condo because she said she didn’t want to go back to rehab and that she was just gone check herself out every time I sent her there. She told me that she could kick her habit by herself and I believed her like a dumb ass. I got her the condo because she said she didn’t have a place to stay. She thought I was going to let her come stay with me and the boys but that shit wasn’t happening. I even furnished it the way she liked so she could be comfortable. I know Harlem and my mother would flip if they knew I even brought Tammi a hamburger let alone a 1500 dollar condo. What everybody was forgetting was that she still is the mother of my boys and I didn’t want her to be on the streets, so I did what I had to do.

I heard the water stop and slipped back on my shoes. Jaz walked out with a towel wrapped around her wet body and her long curly hair was in a ponytail. “I’m about to bounce, I need to go handle something real quick. I’ll be back, aite?” I said but she didn’t say anything. “Do you hear me?” I asked and she nodded. I knew she was mad and I really didn’t want to leave but I know for a fact Tammi would show her ass if I didn’t show up. I walked up behind her but she pushed me back.

"Just lock the door on your way out," she said and slipped on a night gown. I got a glimpse of her body and I wasn’t even thinking about Tammi
.
Jaz walked over to her bed and started rubbing lotion up and down her thick thighs. I licked my lips and tried to fight my dick from getting hard. She knew what she was doing.

I sat down next to her and put her feet in my lap. “I just need to handle this little situation and I’ll be back." I said massaging her feet.

"Tammy, right?" Jaz said catching me off guard that I froze up.

I didn’t know what to do or say, so I lied, "Nah, it’s about something with Harlem."

"Aite Justice," she said with an attitude.

I tried to kiss her but she turned her head giving me access to her neck. So, I sucked on her neck until she gave in. "Stop Justice!" I pushed her back and got on top of her, she tried to get me off of her but couldn’t. “Move”

"Give me a kiss and I’ll move." I smiled.

"Nope," she smirked.

"Stop playing," I said kissing her lips. She stopped fighting and kissed me back. She opened her mouth to welcome my tongue. I rubbed on her thighs and right when I was about touch her pretty pussy my phone rung. I dropped my head and got up.

"Let me go. Come lock up behind me and I’ll be back after I get this shit squashed," I said and kissed her lips again.

I pulled up to my house to see Tammi sitting on the porch. I parked beside her minivan and slammed the door.

"Fuck is wrong with you, huh, Tammi?" I said walking up to her and grabbed her neck. "Don’t be popping up at my door unannounced, especially when I ain’t here." I said and pushed her into the door.

"Fuck you, Justice," she cried out. "Why are you treating me like this?" She cried harder.

"Like what Tam? You brought this on yourself. I’m sick of you and the shit you’ve been taking my son's through," I said opening the door to go in because these nosey ass neighbors were coming outside.

"I haven’t took them through shit. You, your mama and your punk ass brother turned my boys against me."

"Get the fuck out of here with that bullshit Tam. Is that really your excuse for being an unfit mother," I said walking into the kitchen. I turned the light on and grabbed a bottle of water out the fridge.

I was mad hell at Tammi. I couldn’t believe she actually had it in her mind that I, my mother and brother turned the twins against her. What she needed to understand was that the way she acts and does shit, is not only hurt herself but the twins too. I wasn’t even worried about her anymore. I just needed her to get right so she can be a better mother from my sons or she won’t be in their lives at all.

Tammi walked slowly to me, with her hands covering her face. "I’m sorry, Justice. I tried but it’s just too hard," she whimpered.

"You just got to try harder, Tam. I know it’s hard but you have to be the one to push it. I can’t do it for you. You say you want to see Jordan and Javier, well you need to get your act right because I’m not bringing them around you like this.” I stated.

She looked me in the eyes and before I knew it she kissed me. I should’ve pulled away but didn’t. I don’t know if it was the fact that Tammi was looking decent or that I left Jaz’s crib with a hard on. "Im sorry, Justice" she said as I was pulling her clothes off.

I really didn’t want to be fucking with Tammi like that. I wasn’t sure if I should take it there with her or not. I knew if I did she would think we were getting back together and I wasn’t trying to go back down that rode with her. I thought about Jaz and pushed Tammi back.

“I can’t do this shit, Tam” I said and she dropped to her knees and undid my pants. I should’ve stopped her but when I felt her mouth wrap around my dick, I couldn’t fight it any more.

"Damn Tammi..." I said watching her take my dick out and deep throated the whole 11 inches. The feeling wasn’t the same. Tammi used to suck a mean dick. Her neck game used to be on point. She could suck you dry in 5.5 seconds but now all I feel is dry.
How the fuck yo mouth dry up
? I thought moving her head away. I grabbed the rubber out my back pocket and slid it on.

"Yes, I’ve been waiting on that good dick," she said toying with her pussy. Even though I knew Tammy was clean, I wasn’t about to take no chances. She had been acting funny lately and I wasn’t trying to slip up.

"Come on daddy," Tammy cooed.

I bent her over the counter and rammed all 11 inches inside her. She tried to push me away but I wasn’t having it.
She want so it so bad,
I thought ignoring her cries. Tammy was trying to get away from me but I pulled back and rammed my dick in as far as it could go. "Justice, you’re hurting me," she said and I thrust harder.

"Wait Just, sloowww downn, fuckk" she cried.

"Nah you wanted it, right? Well take it, throw it back at me," I said but it was like she was frozen. She had literally stiffened up.

"Justice, oh my God! Please wait. Aww, daddy slowdown."

I rolled her hair into my hands and yanked her head back. If she wasn’t going to throw it back I damn sure could make her. Her legs started shaking and her body was trembling. I picked up my speed and slapped her ass. I was about to bust and didn’t care if she got hers.

"Aww shit, aww aw" Tammi said releasing all her juices.

"Fuck," I said filling the condom up with my seeds. I stood there for a minute and blew out a deep breath.

After I caught my breath, I pulled out and fixed my clothes. I looked at my phone and told Tammi it was time for her to go.

“What you mean it’s time for me to go?” she snapped.

“Just what the fuck it sounds like. You got what you came here for, now it’s time for you to go. What happened between us tonight, will never happen again. I could’ve been making love to my girl but I’m over here fucking yo ass.”

She got up and fixed her clothes. She walked over to me and tried to smack me but I grabbed her hand. “Fuck you, Justice. I’ve known you for nine years and you never pushed me aside like you have been doing me lately. What is it about this chick, huh? I mean, I know she’s pretty but I’m the mother of your kids. No bitch should come before me.”

“Tammi, get the fuck out of here with that shit. It’s plenty of niggas out there that’s not with their baby mother. You won’t be the first. Like I said, it will never happen again. I fucked up and it’s not fair to Jaz.”

“Fuck that bitch! You don’t care about her because if you did you wouldn’t have fucked me. You’re still in love with me and you know it.” She said grabbing her keys and walked out of my house. She slammed the door so hard my pictures fell. I wanted to go smack the shit out of her. Instead, I just shook my head and picked them up.  I walked upstairs and hopped in the shower. I was starting to feel guilty. I know I really fucked up by fucking Tammi and if Jaz ever found out she really wouldn’t want shit to do with me then.
What did I just do?
I thought while letting the hot water run down my back. After I washed up and dried off, I changed my clothes, grabbed my keys and locked up my house.

I got in my car and tried to call Jaz but she didn’t pick up. I knew she was mad at me but I didn’t know what for. I wasn’t supposed to be there anyway. She’s the one that said it was going to just be her and the boys. The entire drive back to her crib, I couldn’t help but think that Jaz knew. I wasn’t trying to lose her behind this and all I could do was take it to my grave and pray she never found out.

                                                                                    ****

                       As I walk the shadow of death

                      I’m praying at this moment

              God please fight these devil seeds that is growing

Before I’m weak, lose my sanity, they don’t want it

              Pull up and squeeze, that’s the old me, I don’t want it

Cause I seen a new year 2014, counting blessings,

                                          Praying for my enemies

I was in my 2015 Black Mercedes S550 listening to Praying For My Enemies by this underground rapper name PacmanSlash that Harlem got me hooked on. Harlem was big on underground rappers. He liked listening to shit nobody ever heard of before and after listening to Pain by Pacmanslash, I couldn’t stop listening to his music. I got up early this morning to go get Jaz and my boys some breakfast. When I got to Jaz’s place last night, she wouldn’t even sleep in the same room with me. I knew I had to do something to get her out of that attitude she got. Since Jordan and Javier would be with us, I was going to take them to Carowinds.

After getting breakfast from Mama’s Kitchen, I headed back to Jaz’s. When I walked in, she had already cooked and Jordan and Javier was eating. “You could’ve told me you were going to cook. I went out and brought breakfast.” I said when I walked in the kitchen. I put the bags in the fridge. Her back was turned to me and she was still giving me the silent treatment.

“Damn Jaz, are you going to ignore me the entire time I’m here because if you are then I can bounce?” I said taking a seat at the table and grabbing a piece of bacon off Jordan’s plate.

“Nah dad, you need to get your own.” He said and I told him to shut up. I did the same to Javier and he snitched on me.

“Jaz, tell my dad to stop stealing our food.”

“Justice, leave them alone.” She said dryly.

“So, you only know how to speak when they talk to you?” I said walking over to her and turning off the stove. I grabbed her hand but she snatched back. I picked her up and put her over my shoulder.

“That’s right, show her who’s boss dad,” Javier laughed.

I walked her to the room and threw her on the bed. “What’s up with you and that fucking attitude? I ain’t feeling that shit, Jaz. What the fuck I do?”

“I don’t have an attitude Justice.” She replied sitting up.