Read A Life Plan Without You. Online
Authors: Christine Wood
Tags: #bullying, #longing, #first love, #lonliness, #ballroom dancing, #insecurities, #age differences, #80s disco era, #family fudes
“Right, he’s not in so we will ask tomorrow. Please don’t
worry either way I’m marrying you.” We walked in to be greeted by
Gramps.
“Hello you two where have you been? We got here yesterday and
expected to see you this morning.” I kissed Gramps.
“I would have come home, if I’d have known you were coming.
We’ve had a couple of days at Sam’s Auntie’s house, what are you
doing here then?” We went to sit in the front room.
“We came for a look at a few more houses and to tell your Dad
that Faye’s, getting married at Christmas, and we have been asked
to go. I want to go, but Grandma doesn’t want to fly and I don’t
want to sail, not all that way.” I explained to Sam, that Faye was
one of my three cousins in Australia.
“They emigrated when I was little with my Uncle James and
Aunty Hannah and my other cousins, the twins Hayley and Louise. So
why don’t you want to fly Grams? I’ll come with you if she doesn’t
go Gramps.” She shuffled off into the kitchen.
“She will go she will love it just book and she will go.
Especially now that I’ve said I’ll go.” He laughed because he knew
I was right.
“You can come too, if you want my love. I was going to ask if
you wanted to anyway. I know you write every week to the girls,
they’d love for all the family to be there but alas the cost is way
more than I can afford, until we find the house, besides your dad
is like his mother and doesn’t fancy the flight and your siblings
don’t want to fly either!” I looked at Sam, whose eyes
rose.
“Gramps, as lovely as that idea is I'll be busy at university
and Christmas is their busiest time in the restaurants on campus;
well they were in college, besides I am spending Christmas with Sam
and his family this year, especially if you’re not here!” I held on
tightly to Sam’s hand, our first Christmas is not being spent
apart.
“Is Dad in Gramps? We have something to ask him.”
“No, he’s not come back from work yet. He’s doing a bit of
overtime and your Mum's just popped to the shop for milk.” He
looked over at Sam and back to me.
“What have you done my lad?” I smiled as Sam looked like he
was going to hurl again, was it that big a deal?
“Sam wanted to ask and do it the right way. I didn’t know you
would be here to ask too. Sam went pale and rushed to the toilet
again; heck it seems it is a big deal for poor Sam! “He seems to
think Dad’s going to say no, he’s already said it was up to me.” He
smiled, poor Sam knew he would be all right, but it was the actual
asking was killing him.
“I think it’s a lovely ring Missy.” He was looking at it when
Grandma came in, and she nearly fell over her tongue when she saw
them.
“My word that lad spends money on you girl.” She looked a
little puzzled about the eternity ring though.
“He said if I married him it was for always and forever, an
eternity, so he bought me this one too.” Gramps looked at me and
smiled as she fingered the truly beautiful pair of rings sat
proudly on my finger. I think I'm going to have to explain the
reason for having two rings a lot.
“Does he love my little girl, as much as she loves him, then?”
Sam came back in, as the question was asked about him, his arms
locking me to him and kissing my neck he at last smiled, he knew
Gramps didn’t look too worried.
“I love her and more than I can explain in just words, but I
can promise you to look after her forever. She means everything to
me and I promise she will want for nothing, Mr Welles.” I smiled,
because Gramps was shaking his hand, Sam didn't know it, but he had
been pre-approved.
“Good enough for me that lad, I need to know she’s going to be
looked after. She is very important to me, I think you can call me
Jim or Gramps whichever you’d prefer. It’s a bit formal Mr Welles
lad.” He told Gramps he would do everything he could to make me
happy, as if he didn’t do that already. Mum came back from the shop
with milk.
“Argh your back, we were beginning to think you’d left home
for good.” I smiled at her, sooner than you think mum.
“I told Becky I would be back today did you not remember Kelly
is having her party tonight?” Grandma was busy pointing her finger
at mine, towards mum.
“Oh and I have been given these by Sam. We’re here so he can
ask Dad again now I have said yes.” I showed her my
rings.
“Sam, those are very pretty and so nice. Michelle, again he’s
spoilt you. Dad won’t object at all he likes Sam.” I smiled
everyone likes Sam. Mum put the kettle on and we sat talking about
Australia. Dad rolled in about half an hour later. He’d actually
been working.
“Hello you, decided to make an appearance then, phone you’re
Aunty if you’re not coming home please?” I smiled as dad roughed my
hair up.
“We have had a busy couple of day’s Dad, I’m sorry but I told
Becks I would be home today so did she not tell you?” He shook his
head, that little cow I will kill her. He sat down and mum brought
him a drink, Sam’s hand was clammy and he was coughing after which
Sam asked dad straight out.
“Michael, do you think, I erg we, hell… Do you think I could
ask you if it would be all right to marry Michelle, please?” Dad
smiled.
“Can you provide her a home and see to her needs? I need to
know you’re financially sound and she will be safe.” I gave my dad
the dirtiest of looks.
“I can actually, and we are looking at a place Monday, near my
Aunts. She will want for nothing. If she needs it she will have
it.” He looked over to Gramps.
“What do you say Dad?” He smiled, as he looked at me then at a
very pale Sam. “I think the answer is...” He looked at Sam, with a
look of mischief about him.
“Put him out of his misery Dad please?”
“You have our permission.” Sam kissed me, the relief in his
face was wonderful, the smile at last back on his face.
“Let me see the ring then.” I showed him my rings and he liked
what he saw, so he should they cost a bloody fortune. “These are
very nice Michelle, very nice indeed Sam.” Sam’s had proved his
point, the rings showed dad he could see to my needs, the colour
was at last back in his cheeks.
“Thank you Dad, Gramps, if you’d have said no…” Dad finished
the sentence.
“You’d have run away to Scotland, I know you better than you
think Lady Jane.” Gramps and dad were going out to dinner with mum
and Grams, so were getting ready. We sat cuddled on the sofa and I
just looked at the rings and ummed.
“Are you happy, baby?” I ummed, “Michelle, are you all right?”
I ummed, “Mi cielo, please speak to me baby, are you all right, umm
doesn’t answer me baby?”
“I am, I’m stunned and so happy and really in love with the
man who gave me these beautiful and really expensive rings. Oh and
I’m so in need of his body again, I wish they would hurry up and
leave. I need to show my fiancé just how much I love him.” I turned
to look at him.
“I’m looking forward to that baby and your fiancé loves you
too. I told you the rings would have to have the wow factor and you
chose the cheapest on the tray too, how did you mange that
Michelle?” I’m still in recovery about the cost of this one and as
Sam looks at the rings on my fingers and smiles, I shrug my
shoulders, how much were the others? This one had cost him an awful
lot of money, I smiled as I looked at it again, I had a ring that
cost the same amount as it would to have purchased four houses,
just like the one we were sitting in, there on my finger sat
sparkling, the very expensive tokens of his love and I just stared
at them and smiled.
“I just choose the one I liked, but Sam the money you keep
spending has to stop. Sam how rich, are you? You didn’t flinch when
he told you the price. I had to go outside I wanted to hurl.” He
laughed and pulled me to his lips.
“I did wonder why you went outside but it gave me a chance to
buy the other ring. I have enough for you never to have to worry
about anything Missy and I don’t have money, we have money and the
bank will be expecting you in to collect your cards on Monday,
because what’s mine is yours, oh and I mean everything.” He moved
my hand to his crotch. He was apparently in need of a helping hand.
The olds came down and with a final check of bags, their taxi came
and the four of them went for their meal Grams and mum already
scowling at each other.
I laughed as I waved them off, mum and Grams were already at
each other’s throats so I wondered how long this night would last
before mum made her appearance back home with a headache? I turned
and ran in the house shutting the door. Sam had disappeared and I
knew just where I would find him too, I ran upstairs. He was lay
stark naked on my bed with a smile on his face and a red bow tied
neatly around his package, umm my engagement present, the best gift
ever.
“Oh, I do like your presents Samuel, this one is such a nice
gift, does it keep giving?” He smiled as I stripped. He lay back
and watched as the clothes came off to the music playing. I didn’t
need to seduce him but the sexy dance was doing the job, as I
discarded each piece of my clothing, he groaned as I threw the
stockings at him, the belt I tossed in his direction and as my bra
came off he sighed.
“Wow how did this happen, when did someone up there decide to
send you to me? Remind me to treat my brother to a nice gift for
falling for you. I love you; can we get married as soon as you’ve
finished with college? Please get your passport done Michelle; we
need to start travelling…” I put my fingers in my skimpy knickers
and seductively removed them.
“Now for my present, oh angel he’s crying he’s so happy to see
me.” I moved to the foot of my bed and crawled up between his legs,
my tongue running the length of his leg. He licked his lips as I
looked up. “Would Sir like me to take things in hand or would word
of mouth do?”
“Shit, mouth baby, definitely your hot and sexy mouth.” I
smiled and kissed the end licking the escaped ‘tears’ he sighed as
I took him in my mouth. I am actually addicted to this now, because
I’m totally in control and the pleasure he gets is amazing to
watch. In and out I take him, I feasted on him, I undid the bow and
smiled, wow what a present! He groaned as I sucked harder, he cried
aloud.
“Michelle, yes baby deeper take me deeper, please baby.” I did
as he asked and gagged as he pushed to the back of my throat, he
was so near and the salty taste was coming.
“Enough baby, get on him and fuck me and hard, please I want
to be in you.” I looked at him and panicked.
“Sam, I haven’t, we haven’t…”
“Shush Michelle I won’t hurt you because you’re in control,
you baby.” I nervously positioned myself over him and as I lowered
myself onto him I gasped, this was so different from last night.
“That’s right now rise and fall as low as you want, this is all new
for me too baby, oh hell Michelle yes baby yes.” I lowered myself
onto him and cried out as I had him in his entirety riding high
inside me I groaned and murmured my delight, wow it was so
different from last night, he seemed bigger and yet it wasn’t
hurting.
“Michelle I need to come I have to come, oh help me baby, come
with me, come baby, come with me.” I moved faster on top of him and
as I did the feelings rose.
“Fuck, Sam I’m going to explode this is soooo… Shit… Help me
Sam I can’t it’s too hard for me, I need, argh, oh yesses...” I
came, crying and shaking and as I did, Sam sat up and held on to
me, moving me up and down on him, he had to I was spent and had no
energy left, he smiled and then said my name, his head nestled on
my shoulder as he came, he bit at my neck as he finished shaking
and was at last empty.
“Oh ti hell with finishing college, can we go tomorrow? That
was wonderful and exciting and you rocked my world like nothing I
have ever done before.” I collapsed on him. I’d passed out I woke
to Sam rubbing my hands.
“Oh hell Sam that was so scary as I came, you did and it
stopped me breathing, you killed me. It was, it was wonderful, oh
hell death my orgasm shit angel, I saw a fair few stars. Can we do
that again?” He laughed and held me tightly.
“That was frightening, worse than the first time you did it.
You came gripped the little man inside you and passed out. You have
only just let him escape, that was so different and frightening and
though you were only out a few seconds it too years off my life, I
thought I’d fucking killed you.” I laughed. “Are you sure you’re
all right?” I looked at his still erect dick.
“Umm, do you want to do it again?” He laughed and held me
tightly.
“Err yes, stupid question Michelle, I can never have enough of
you, but not that way again, well not tonight.” We made love again
and as he came again he held his breath as I followed. I pulled his
face to mine and kissed him.
“Just think we could have been doing this from our second
date. I wanted you back then and I couldn’t have waited any longer
I had contemplated getting you drunk and jumping your bones if you
hadn’t put out this weekend Todd.” He laughed loudly and kissed me
whilst withdrawing from me and then he dashed over for a shower,
our guest would be arriving soon and we were still buck-naked the
pair of us. I needed the toilet and asked him to turn as I used the
loo.