Creeping in, we tried to be as quiet as possible and as a floorboard creaked below my feet, I winced looking at Ollie who had to stifle a laugh. Setting down the picnic basket on the kitchen counter he fired up the coffee machine and gave me a warm hug. “Ahem.” I turned around to see my father standing at the entrance. His arms folded and with an arched brow he scanned us both from head to toe. “Up awfully early aren’t we? And dressed. What’s the basket for?” Walking up to him I kissed his cheek and grinned. “Breakfast daddy, what else?” He eyed Ollie suspiciously. “A picnic for breakfast, in the house?” I skirted around him and collapsed onto the sofa, slightly amused at where this was going. My father, although perfectly aware that as a grown woman I was entitled to a sex life, was not one to sit idly by while someone defiled his daughter under his own roof. I decided to play. “Actually daddy we took it to the park. We had champagne, watched the sunrise and made wild passionate love right there in the open; disturbed only by locals walking their dogs.” My father’s eyes darted to Ollie, who sputtered his coffee all over the counter. Shaking his head quickly, he raised his hands defensively. My father grinned at me and clutched his hand to his heart in jest. “Oh how will I face the neighbors? A shot gun wedding it is.” Ollie breathed a sigh of relief. “Oh god, I think I nearly had a heart attack.” Bending over, he held his hands over his knees and breathed deeply. I chuckled and shook my head in amusement. Once mom had spent the best part of the morning getting ready, we finally did our gift exchange. Mel had come over once she’d done the same with her family; as she had done every year since we met. Her parents always bought me gifts and my parents had done the same with Mel. Sitting cross-legged on the floor, she began handing them out to everyone. There was even a small token gift for Ollie. Mel had told her parents he was coming and her mother had insisted he not be left out and had given him a small replica of his Ducati. It even had the hot red paint job and sparkling chrome. Running his thumb over it, he pouted playfully. “I miss my baby. Sitting back in that parking lot all alone. All because her aunt Layla wouldn’t let me ride her here.” Snatching the toy from his hand I poked my tongue out at him. “You don’t know your way. Besides, there was plenty of space in my warm, secure car.” Kissing my cheek, he whispered in my ear. “I knew you cared about me really.” Of course I did, he was my friend. Boyfriend? Oh hell. I gave him a half smile and diverted attention to Mel. “So, shall we do gifts?” I’d bought her a set of small diamond earrings back when Jared and I were together. I’d got them at his store and although he’d insisted I not pay for them I told him they simply wouldn’t be a gift if I didn’t. After being forced to quit my job I was relieved that once again my organization skills had paid off and that aside from Ollie, I had gotten everyone’s gift fairly early. Shooting up the stairs, I reached under my bed and pulled out a bag that I’d kept all the pre-wrapped gifts in. Ollie’s I had in my closet but Mel’s and my parents were all there. Returning to the living room, I rummaged through them. Handing them out to each recipient, I stopped as I came across a small blue gift. Reading the tag I could feel a lump in my throat. It was the cufflinks I’d bought for Jared. I’d had them engraved with his initials and a small diamond was in each, much like our pendants. Grabbing it from my hand Ollie stood and walked to the trash can before dropping it inside and casually walking back to me. “ There, now it’s exactly where he belongs. Dumped.” Although I understood his reasons for that, I still felt it extremely harsh and found myself almost wanting to leap to Jared’s defense. Why? He had lied, hurt me and broken my heart so why should I have given him even an ounce of loyalty? I knew the answer and Ollie did too as seeing my irritated expression he scowled at me. “ No Layla. He doesn’t deserve it.” Mel gave me a knowing look and shaking my head softly I continued to open my gifts. Mel had given me a beautiful new purse which was white and encrusted with crystals around the edge. My parents had bought me everything from makeup, perfume and stunning dresses to chocolate and car accessories. I was surrounded by a pile of gifts and people I loved. Missing the one person to make my circle complete I grabbed my cell and dialed Amy, putting it on speaker phone. “ Merry Christmas Layla!” The sound of her voice made me grin as Mel and Ollie shouted down the phone at her. “Merry Christmas Amy!” She giggled. “Oh, Merry Christmas guys. So how’s everybody doing?” We all talked about our gifts, how we would be spending the day and how we couldn’t wait to all be together again. “Layla, could you take me off speaker please? I need to talk to you.” Curious as to what she could possibly need to say to me that she couldn’t tell the others, I complied and walked out of the living room to the hall. My parents were in the kitchen drinking coffee and mom was beginning to make preparations for lunch. “ What’s up?” She sighed. “Have you seen a newspaper this week?” “ No, why?” “ Felix’s restaurant chain has been completely destroyed. Apparently one of his biggest investors pulled all funding and now the whole thing has collapsed like a house of cards. Layla, was Jared at all involved with Felix’s business? It would make an awful lot of sense.” I thought for a moment back to that evening at the ballroom. Jared had told me he was invested in a restaurant and Felix had asked if he was seeing that his money was well cared for. “I think you’re right Amy. Jared did say he had stakes in a restaurant. But if he hated Felix so much why would he invest?” “ I don’t know, but what I do know, is that he is fucking livid Layla. Felix went all crazy at a journalist who asked if the sudden collapse had anything to do with the young woman he had recently been involved with. You were pictured as his date, remember?” Shit. Things just got messier. Exhaling loudly, I massaged my temple as a tension headache began to throb. “Great, no doubt I’ll now have a whole heap of trouble heading my way. Thanks for the heads up Amy.” “ Sorry Layla, just thought you outta know. I gotta go but I miss you all like crazy and I can’t wait to see you.” Hanging up, I stared at my cell. My fingers hovered over the key pad as I fought with myself. Typing out a quick text I hit send. Too late now. It buzzed in my hand a second later. Glancing into the sitting room, I saw Ollie and Mel looking through the pile of classic rock CD’s I’d gotten him for Christmas. I bolted up the stairs to my bedroom, took a deep breath and answered. “Layla.” Oh good lord. My legs turned to jelly as his voice purred down the phone at me, causing me to quickly take a seat on my bed. “Hello Jared. I just heard that Felix’s company has gone under and that the press seem to be looking at me as a possible cause. I just need to know if this is something I should be worried about.” “ It’s true his company has now come into difficulty but you should be fine Layla. He has yet to disclose details of your association with him and after the warning I gave him, he won’t be. Was that all?” His tone was clipped and his patience short. I felt as though we had just discussed a business deal and deep down, that hurt. “ Um, yes, I guess so. I just needed to be sure. Thank you for your time. I realize you probably have a lot going on today. Merry Christmas Jared.” The line went dead. Inhaling sharply I fought back the urge to cry. No, I wouldn’t do this to myself anymore. I had to move on. He’d clearly left his feelings for me in a dumpster so why shouldn’t I do the same. Straightening up, I left the cell on my bed and headed back down to my family and friends. A distinct sparkle in his eye, Ollie smiled at me and my bad mood melted away. Jared who?
Chapter 40
Steady As She Goes
January and February seemed to flash right before my eyes. After Christmas break was over we’d all come back to reality and seemed to settle right back into our old routine. Classes were getting more intense and my stack of books seemed to increase a foot every week. So whenever Friday night arrived, our weekly trip to the bar was a welcome reprieve from reading. I hadn’t spoken to or heard from Jared since Christmas morning and to be honest, I was glad. Without him constantly invading my thoughts I could finally try and move on with Ollie. Forming our own two person study group for Dr. Harman’s psych class, we’d been dating for well over two months. We went to movies, out for dinner and sometimes I’d hang out with him and the band while they rehearsed. Nick had tried to ban me by saying that I was a distraction after Ollie kept persistently messing up during rehearsals. Kissing me and giving me that sexy smile of his, he would often miss a note, key change or in one case an entire song, completely because he was too busy making out with me on Eric’s couch. Things were intensely hot and heavy between us and whenever we were alone for more than five minutes I ran the dangerous risk of getting totally carried away. We still hadn’t had sex and I was getting the feeling Ollie’s patience and his junk were becoming very, very tired of waiting. On Valentine’s Day, he’d taken me for a ride on his motorcycle up to the hills where he’d prepared a candle lit picnic dinner for just the two of us. Sitting astride his Ducati he was more than hot; he was off the thermometer scorching! His black leather pants and matching jacket made him look every bit the rock star. Holding out his hand to me, he grinned. “ Wanna take a ride on my monster? It’s big, powerful and can go from zero to ‘ oh good fucking god ’ in sixty seconds.” I rolled my eyes and smiled. Climbing onto the beast and sitting behind him, my arms wrapped tightly around his waist, my thighs pressed against him, I could feel the heat radiating between my legs. I really wasn’t sure how long I could go on waiting. With the best intentions we’d continued to hold off giving into our sexual urges but that night in those hills, he’d successfully rounded second base and was sliding his way quite literally into third. We’d finished our picnic and laid there gazing up at the stars as I snuggled into the crook of his arm. Turning his head to face me, he gave me one of his trademark heart stopping Oliver Green smiles and I swear the elastic on my panties snapped, just looking at him. His flushed pink lips begged to be kissed and my own were only too happy to oblige whenever the demand was made. His cool metallic lip ring against my warm lips always made me smile and I couldn’t help but flick my tongue over it, every single chance I got. He was delicious, sexy as hell and hot, hot, hot. My insides were practically begging for him to give me ecstasy but whenever we came close, my heart would pull out that megaphone and give me that ‘Are you sure you want to do this?’ warning. Once we had sex, things would be different between us and we could never go back to how it was. Pressing his lips to mine, he groaned and I could feel how much he was struggling to contain himself as his hand slid over my hip, lifting my shirt and skimming over my waist. “Oh god Layla, I want you so badly.” I moaned into his mouth, taking his hand in mine and guiding it slowly across my stomach and down to the waist of my jeans. He hesitated and pressing his forehead against mine, he breathed hard. “Are you sure?” Undoing my button and pulling down the zipper, I placed my hand on his and slid it gently down underneath my panties. Gazing into my eyes, his breathing hitched and he took in a sudden sharp breath as his fingers grazed the fleshy folds of my sex. I felt like a virgin again and Ollie seemed so nervous. I actually began to wonder if he’d ever done this before. But as he teased his fingertip up and down my moist slit, I knew he was an expert at this game. I wriggled underneath his gentle fingers. Closing my eyes I licked my lips as a shiver of anticipation ran down my spine. I could hear his breathing becoming harsher and the warm sensations of it on my skin were putting me firmly under his spell. His eyes glistened and sparkled as he clenched his jaw and groaned gently. His long finger slid slowly between the lips of my sex and grazed my clit ever so slightly, making me gasp and bring my knees up, pressing his hand firmly between my thighs. His teeth nipped gently on my earlobe before his tongue slid sweetly into my ear, causing my body to tremble and quiver at the tickling sensation. I let out a tiny giggle but was silenced by his mouth closing over mine. His fingers moved gradually further and further down and as I felt him touch the opening to my sex, I thrust my hips upwards and held his wrist firmly with my hand, forcing him to push inside me. He chuckled but obliged, swirling and sliding two of his perfect fingers in and out of me. It had been months since I’d had sex and my body was practically convulsing as he touched, stroked and fingered my g-spot. “Oh my god, Ollie.”