were always there when they came home from school, when their mothers were working or away. A young incest victim's terror of her abuse becomes the overriding preoccupation of her life. She wonders not only when the abuse will end but why it is happening at all. When her abuse does not stop, she often blames herself, since she cannot believe that someone she has loved and trusted would choose to treat her this way. 78 Even if her image of her abuser is too fragmentary to be one of love or trust, she may simply be unable to sort out why someone with so much power over her would subject her to such violation.
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A young girl abused by a stranger may remain fearful of adult men for many years afterward, indoctrinated into sex by way of insecurity, confusion, and terror. Some survivors fear their own sexual arousal, as its heightened state may be associated with real physical pain and emotional chaos. A survivor's capacity for intimacy may be irreparably damaged by oscillating feelings of need and fear. Judith Lewis Herman documents the terrorizing symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder that many survivors of sexual abuse feel: a state of hyperarousal in which the survivor believes that danger could return at any moment; intrusion, in which survivors continue to relive the event, never sure when some reminder of the trauma will reactivate painful memories; and constriction, a state of surrender or dissociation in which the survivor tries desperately to block the traumatic event off from conscious memory. 79
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Mothers of incest victims fear for their children's safety when abusive fathers continue legal visitation. If mothers flee with their children from such visits, they are often hounded by their husbands and by the police, held in contempt of court, or jailed. Mothers contemplating intervention often fear family division, community stigma, or what may appear to be an overwhelming legal bureaucracy. When mothers do interfere in their children's abuse, they are often beaten or abused themselves. Thus, they may harbor deep feelings of guilt for allowing the abuse to happen or for having ignored it for so long. Young girls who attempt to run away from their abusers at home often end up being reterrorized by pimps whose livelihood is threatened by young prostitutes who think or act too independently. Indeed, Kathleen Barry compares the pimp's abduction, seasoning, and criminalization of young girls to the sexual intimidation of battered women. 80 Such intimidation communicates to many of these young women that sexual danger is inescapable and sexual victimization inevitable.
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Sexual Coercion, Deception, and Manipulation
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Several feminists have noted that the violation and terrorization of women would be unsuccessful if women were not physically forced or psychologically threatened to have sex we would not otherwise choose. Such sexual coercion captures the sense that women often feel betrayed and trapped by men into sexual compliance, misunderstood by deceptive myths about women's sexual needs and desires, and manipulated by economic and legal institutions that appear to facilitate the sexual violation of women by men. Feminists who argue that sexual intimidation is an institutionalized part of women's lives under patriarchy claim that sexual harassment, rape, woman battering, and the sexual abuse of girls are each special cases of a pattern of systematic and pervasive sexual coercion, deception, and manipulation.
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