Authors: Cathy Kelly
rude Santas everywhere. Only Chippendales were supposed
to be as rampant as that, Evie laughed to herself as
she caught sight of one particularly sexy Santa who was en
route to deliver more than just a Christmas stocking.
She hadn’t shown she was amused at the time, naturally.
She couldn’t, not with the impressionable young temps
watching. Instead, she’d given Kev one of her fiercest
glares, told him he was in an office not the zoo, and warned
that if the Santas weren’t gone by the time the boss saw
them, the only Christmas bonus he’d be getting was his
IMS.
All of which was untrue, because Davis was so shortsighted
he wouldn’t have noticed a real half-naked Santa
standing in the stairwell, and even if he had, he wouldn’t
have minded. But you had to have standards in an office,
Evie felt, otherwise things tell to pieces. If anyone knew she had a sense of humour, she’d never keep the place under control.
Reminding herself to help poor Marj clean up the fake
snow, Evie flicked on the lights. It was half-eight on the
third day of January and the entire administrative part of
the office felt as if it had been deserted since the Titanic went down, instead of just ten days previously. There were usually plenty of people at work by this time but the
combination of the bad weather - heavy snowfall for three
days - and the fact that the holidays were finally over, had
obviously made the staff of Wentworth Alarms collectively
turn over for one final snooze before getting up.
For the first time in her life, Evie wished she could have
done the same. She never minded going back after the
holidays, not usually. It was guilt. After more than a week
of not having to get up for work, she began to get anxious
and feel slovenly, as if she should be doing something, anything. Which was why her house was always spotless, her airing cupboard more organised than a Benetton shop,
and why there were never, ever any clumps of dust and
hair under her furniture.
‘I don’t know how you’re going to cope on honeymoon,
Mum,’ Rosie had remarked the day before, when Evie had
routed her from her comfy position on the sofa watching
the Teletubbies, so that she could hoover under it. Standing
there in her socks and dressing gown with a half-finished
bowl of Frosties in her hand, Rosie watched while her
mother ruthlessly eradicated any stray bit of fluff that had
stupidly decided to live under her sofa.
‘You’ll be bored rigid lying on a beach all day for two
weeks,’ Rosie remarked.
‘I’ll take books,’ panted Evie, sticking the hoover nozzle
into the corners of the sofa to pick up any stray dust or
Frosties. And we won’t be lying on a beach all day. Greece
is a fabulous country and we’ve so much to sec. I’ve always
wanted to travel, I’ve just never had the chance before.’
Actually, she’d never had the money. Bringing up Rosie
on her own had been tough and money had been very
tight. Apart from holidays in Ballymoreen, she and Rosie
had only been abroad three times: twice to a cottage in
Cornwall with Andrew and Cara, and once to Majorca
with Olivia when Rosie had been eleven. That had been
their best holiday ever. Sun, sandy beaches, welcoming
local restaurants and a lovely apartment in a quiet,
unspoilt part of the island. Sometimes, when she thought
about that holiday, Evie wished that Rosie, Olivia and
Sasha could accompany her and Simon on their honeymoon.
It was a strange idea, she knew that. But the
thought of being able to take the other three along
seemed so right somehow.
Evie climbed the stairs to the third floor, avoiding the lift
because she had to work off the five pounds she’d put on
misery eating over Christmas. She hadn’t planned on
touching the sinful cream confections Vida had left in her
father’s fridge, but they were impossible to resist. That one
forkful of chocolate log turned into two enormous slices
every time and before she knew it, Evie was walking
around with her jumper worn loosely over the waistband
of her jeans to hide the opened top button.
In the large office she shared with two other secretaries,
she dumped her handbag on to her desk and switched on
the heating. It was freezing in here, she thought. She made
herself a cup of coffee - black, because the milk hadn’t
arrived yet - and sat down at her desk, cradling the hot
mug in her hands and wishing she was elsewhere. On a
beach in Greece, maybe. In the sweltering sun where
nobody could bother her with queries about missing files,
irate customers, lengthy, boring reports or whether she was
going to her father’s wedding or not. She’d sit back on a
lounger, with a wrap carefully disguising her cellulite and
her belly …
‘Is there anyone sitting here, mademoiselle?’
She turned her head, adjusting her Yves St Laurent sunglasses
to see who was blocking out the light. At first he was
just a shadow with the sun behind him. Then he moved under
the umbrella that shaded her striped lounger, and she could
see his face.
He was dark, like the handsome Greek waiters who smiled
at her each evening at dinner. But his proud, hawk-like face
wasn’t smiling. The black eyes were inscrutable as he stared
down at her from his great height.
She could feel his eyes take in the shape of her beautiful
body in its expensive white swimsuit, with the ruched bodice
highlighting her full breasts and slender waist. Evie was glad
she’d worn her diamond bracelet on a whim that morning, so
he could tell she was a woman of substance, not some bored
bimbo sitting by the pool in the classy Elounda Mare waiting
for a millionaire to walk by.
She wondered if he could tell that her empire of luxury
clothes shops in Milan and Paris no longer fulfilled her, that
she needed the love of a strong, proud man to do that.
‘There’s nobody sitting here,’ she said softly.
‘Good,’ he replied. ‘I have been watching you from the
hotel, I hoped you were alone …’
‘Evie, Happy New Year!’ shrieked Lorraine, bustling in
through the door wearing what had to be her Christmas
present from her boyfriend: an ocelot-print fake fur coat.
‘The same to you, Lorraine,’ Evie said warmly. She was
very fond of the other girl. ‘Love the coat. Did Craig give it
to you?’
‘Yes.’ Lorraine, a skinny twenty-four-year-old brunette
who was one of the few people Evie knew who could carry off a bulky fake fur coat, did a twirl for her benefit.
‘It’s beautiful,’ she said appreciatively, getting up to run
her fingers through the silky synthetic fur.
‘You try it on,’ urged Lorraine, slipping the coat off.
‘No, I’ve put on five pounds, I’d look like a giant teddy
bear in it,’ Evie replied gloomily, ‘or else something
escaped from the zoo.’
Lorraine carefully hung the coat on the coat rack and
immediately made her way to the worn tea tray to boil the
kettle.
‘Tea?’ she asked.
‘No, thanks, I’ve got some coffee. And the milkman
hasn’t been yet.’
‘Blast,’ said Lorraine who liked her tea very milky. ‘So
how was your holiday? And what did Simon give you for
Christmas?’
Evie brightened up at the second part of the question.
Describing her holiday without the use of the words
‘complete disaster’ would have been difficult and she
didn’t want to get into a big discussion about her problems
in case she got tearful. But talking about Simon’s present
was different.
Smiling, she hooked back her hair so that one of the tiny
seed pearl and gold earrings Simon had bought her were
visible. When he’d given them to her after her return from
Ballymoreen, she’d been thrilled.
‘Lovely.’ cooed Lorraine. ‘Very subtle. It must have been
hard not having Christmas together?’ she said, poking
around in the cupboard under the tea things, looking for
the biscuits.
‘Well, it’s his last Christmas as a bachelor and he and his
mother have got into the habit of spending it with their
relatives.’ Evie paused. ‘It was easier this way. Of course I
missed him but we’ll have next Christmas together.’
Christmas together? She couldn’t wait. Lounging around
in their dressing gowns, watching soppy movies on the box
and snuggling up in front of a roaring fire … OK, so
neither she nor Simon had a working fireplace in their
homes, but they’d see about it.
‘You won’t miss the time till the wedding,’ Lorraine
remarked.
Evie grimaced. ‘Don’t talk to me about that,’ she said.
‘I’ve got a list of things to do that’s a mile long and I
haven’t the energy to start phoning people. You have no
idea how far in advance you have to book everything. I
thought it was just the hotel but you’ve got to book
flowers so early, you’d think they were growing them from
seed to your very own specifications.’
‘It must be lovely planning your wedding, though,’
Lorraine said dreamily. ‘The dress, the reception, your
bouquet …’ She went off into wedding fantasy land,
obviously imagining herself and Craig sailing down the
aisle in a cloud of tulle.
‘Yes,’ said Evie, brightly. It was funny really, but since
hearing about Vida and her father, she hadn’t thought
that much about her own wedding at all. Maybe it was
spending so much time away from Simon over the
holidays but she’d barely given September the twelfth a
thought.
‘Anyway,’ said Lorraine suspiciously, staring at Evie’s
china mug, ‘what are you drinking coffee for? I thought
you were on the fruit juice diet?’
Evie smiled ruefully. ‘Actually I was on the “sausage roll,
Christmas cake and as much stuffing as you can cat” diet
so I thought having a cup of coffee to wake me up was
harmless in comparison.’
Her phone rang suddenly, its peremptory sound making
both women jump. She picked it up wearily.
‘Evie,’ squeaked the receptionist in a harassed voice.
‘This caller is looking for the sales department and she
insists she can’t wait until they arrive. Will you handle her?
I can’t calm her down.’
‘Of course,’ said Evie automatically. The New Year had
begun.
‘What I don’t understand,’ she said to Olivia as they
queued up for sandwiches in the pub across the road from
the barren industrial estate where Wentworth Alarms was
situated, ‘is why Vida wants me at the wedding in the first
place? She obviously can’t stand me, and would you want
your new husband’s disapproving daughter standing at the
altar beside you on your wedding day?’
‘I don’t think she hates you, Evie,’ Olivia said, somewhat
wearily. They’d been over this subject endlessly since
Christmas and she no longer had anything to say about it.
Evie talked about Vida constantly, worrying away like a
dog with a bone - wondering why her father loved Vida
and did it mean he loved her any less. Should she even go
to the wedding? It wasn’t as if they wanted her at it, she
was tearfully convinced of that. And if she did go, what
could she wear that would compete with that rich bitch
who obviously had a wardrobe full of designer gear thanks
to her last bloody husband, whom she’d probably poisoned
for his insurance money.
Because Olivia loved Evie and knew her so well, she
knew her friend’s harping on and on wasn’t because she
actually disliked her stepmother-to-be, but because she was
feeling desperately threatened. After years of seeing herself
as the most important woman in Andrew Fraser’s life, Evie
simply couldn’t cope with being relegated to second place.
It had simply devastated her.
They’d discussed it so often that Olivia had run out of
things to say. What she desperately wanted to talk to Evie
about was how depressed she’d been feeling since
Christmas, Stephen had been monosyllabic all week, as if
actually pining for the cut and thrust of the office, and had
bitten her head off when she’d suggested going out for a
day. Even worse, the end of the school holidays loomed
and Olivia felt sick at the thought of facing another year
of teaching.
Desperate to be cheered up, she’d left Sasha with her best
friend from playgroup and driven out to Evie’s office for a
spur-of- the -moment lunch because she longed to confide in
her friend. But with Evie still incapable of having a conversation without the word ‘Vida’ in it, Olivia hadn’t broached
the subject of how utterly dispirited she herself was.
The girl behind the bar ladled out two bowls of mushroom
soup, handed them rolls, and they moved along the
counter to the sandwiches displayed unappetisingly in
clingfilm.
‘I’m not going, I’ve decided,’ continued Evie, jaw firm as
she deliberated over whether to plump for plastic-looking
cheese or dried-up chicken.
Olivia waited until they were sitting down before making
her point.