Authors: Cathy Kelly
was around, which wasn’t very often, until she hit him over
the head with a skillet and he left.’
You could have fitted an entire honeydew melon into
the gaping hole that was Stephen’s mouth, Olivia thought
with amusement.
‘That’s amazing,’ she said, while her husband recovered
his composure. ‘Your mother sounds like a formidable
woman.’
‘You betcha.’ Vida stood up, a twinkle in her eye. ‘You
and I must have a cup of coffee some day, Olivia. Maybe
you’ll be able to persuade Evie to come along too.
She grimaced. ‘I’ll do my best.’
‘We’d better go.’ Stephen announced, finishing his wine
rapidly. ‘Everyone else seems to have and we don’t want to
overstay our welcome. Thanks for everything, Vida. We
must say goodbye to Andrew.’
He shook her hand quickly and bustled Olivia into the
hall to collect their coats.
Olivia grinned to herself. She liked Vida, she decided.
Liked the way she’d taken on Stephen, gently but firmly,
and yet never appeared to imply that Olivia was somehow a doormat because she let him get away with his chauvinistic attitudes.
Instead, Vida had teased him and showed him that while
some women fitted into his vision of life, many didn’t.
Olivia would have loved to be able to talk to Stephen
like that: standing her ground firmly. Hell, she’d have
loved to be able to talk to him at all, to tell him that
teaching was driving her mad and that one unruly class
had undermined her so much her self-confidence was
shot. But if she said she couldn’t cope with teaching,
something she’d done for years, Stephen would be sure to
say she was obviously unfit to work full stop. There’d be
no point saying she could teach younger children or
maybe at night classes.
She kissed Andrew and Rosie goodbye and they left,
trudging through the rain towards the Lodge. Glancing at
her husband’s set profile as he marched alongside her, she
almost regretted getting involved in the conversation with
Vida.
But she was entitled to her own opinions, Olivia
decided. She’d humour him out of his bad mood. Someone
like Vida wouldn’t bother humouring him. She’d let him
stew for a few hours and get over it. Olivia, however, liked
a quiet life. Humouring Stephen was one of her most
finely honed skills these days.
‘Vida,’ said Rosie, standing at the kitchen door with a glass
of orange juice heavily diluted with vodka, ‘was your
mother really a washerwoman and was your father an
alcoholic?’
The older woman tidied away the remnants of the party
nibbles from the dining-room table.
‘Goodness, no, dear,’ she said briskly. ‘I just needed to
take the wind out of that particular gentleman’s sails.’
She grinned at Rosie. A conspiratorial grin.
Rosie, who loathed Stephen with a vengeance, grinned
back. ‘Welcome to the family, Vida!’
The dogs, who were worn out from begging for party
food all evening and had retreated to their baskets to sleep
off an excess of sausage rolls, started barking manically in
the kitchen.
‘Olivia or Stephen must have forgotten something,’ Vida
said.
‘Yeah, like his sense of humour,’ added Rosie. She ran to
the front door and wrenched it open.
Cara stood in the doorway, rain streaming down her face
and dripping on to the floor as she fumbled for a door key.
Her hair was plastered to her head and her coat looked like
she’d been swimming in it.
‘Hi, Rosie,’ she said, wearily unhooking her rucksack
with frozen fingers. ‘Sorry I’m late,’ she added as her father
appeared to greet her. ‘Bloody bus broke down and we all
had to sit for an hour and a half until they got a new one.
Mind you, it’s so wet I could have swum here faster.’ She
grinned. ‘What have I missed?’
Dried off, wearing fresh clothes and with her hair frizzing
in a halo of curls around her head after a speedy blast of
the hairdryer, Cara sat at the kitchen table and wolfed
down a plate of reheated party food. The dogs flanked her,
drooling every time she raised a succulent bit of sausage
roll to her mouth.
Evie, who’d only emerged from her bedroom ten minutes
previously when she’d made sure Vida had gone home for the night, sat at the far end of the table and toyed with a cup of lemon tea. They were alone. Rosie had retreated
into the sitting room to watch the TV and smoke a
forbidden cigarette out the window, while Andrew Fraser
had gone next door to return two silver platters he’d
borrowed.
‘I don’t see what’s wrong with her,’ protested Cara, who’d
met her future stepmother briefly. Granted, ten minutes
with Vida who’d said, ‘I’d better go home and let Evie come
downstairs,’ wasn’t the basis for an in-depth character analysis.
But Cara had seen the way her father’s eyes lit up when
he looked at his fiancee and she was happy for him.
Just because her own lovelife was about as successful as
man’s attempts to reach Pluto didn’t mean she wanted
everyone else to suffer romantically. She had a totally
different view of her father’s future from her older sister.
Cara had lived with Andrew for longer as a widower than
as a happily married man so she’d seen him enjoy flirting
with his neighbours, seen him look a little wistfully at
couples. Evie would have snapped at any woman who’d
dared to look crossways at her beloved dad.
They also had very different views about mothers. Cara
had daydreamed about a real mother when she was
younger: for Evie, there’d only ever be one mother and she
was dead. Nothing and no one could replace her, Cara
knew that. But Vida wasn’t a replacement - she was a new
partner for their father, someone to love him and care for
him when they weren’t there.
She attempted to say some of this.
‘Vida seems lovely and they’re great together. He’s been
on his own for so long, he deserves some happiness.’
Evie shot her a look that’d curdle milk.
‘Jeez, I hope the wind doesn’t change and you get stuck
like that,’ muttered Cara, eyeing her sister’s sour face.
‘You just don’t see, do you?’ hissed Evie.
‘See what?’
‘See that she’s after Dad because he’s lonely and doesn’t
understand what sort of woman she is! She’ll clean him
out in a wet week and what’ll he be left with then?
Nothing!’
Cara groaned as she speared a bit of mini-brioche. ‘Be
reasonable, Evie. What’s she going to clean him out of?
The family fortune? The heirlooms? Last time I looked, the
cottage wasn’t exactly bulging with the sort of bits and
pieces that’d make an antique dealer gibber with excitement,
unless the hall table is secretly Louis Quatorze
instead of mail-order self-assembly.’
‘It’s not just that …’ Evie looked around blindly, still
hurting terribly and astonished that Cara couldn’t see
things the way she did: that Vida Andersen was a money
grabbing professional widow who’d break their father’s
fragile heart and … and … change things. Change things
forever. Cara was so bloody gullible she had no idea what
was going to happen. Did she not care?
‘Evie,’ Cara said gently, knowing exactly how left out her
sister was feeling at the thought of being supplanted in
their father’s affections. Old beyond her years in every
other aspect of her life, Evie was still like a six-year-old
Daddy’s girl when it came to Andrew. ‘Dad is entitled to a
companion, someone to spend the rest of his life with. I
know it’s difficult to think of anyone taking Mum’s
place …’
‘It’s different for me,’ cried Evie in anguish.
‘What do you mean?’ asked Cara, pushing her half
finished food away.
‘You don’t remember her the way I do.’
‘What do you know about what I remember?’
demanded Cara. ‘You never even talk to me anymore, so
what do you know about how I feel?’
‘I know you can’t remember very much about when she
died because you were only six; I was sixteen. I remember
how much Dad cried when she died, I remember that!’
Cara gazed at her sister’s flushed face and took a deep
breath. She wasn’t going to lose her temper. She’d vowed
to sort out all the friction between them over the next few
days. She couldn’t ruin it all with one massive row. ‘Mum’s
dead,’ she said gently. ‘Dad marrying again doesn’t mean
he doesn’t remember her or miss her. It’s a new beginning
for him. You’re marrying Simon, for God’s sake. Can’t you
be happy for Dad?’
‘You’re so naive,’ Evie said hotly. ‘That’s always been
your problem. You let people walk all over you, Cara. You
do it in work or you’d have been promoted by now. I’ve no
control over your life but I won’t let Dad get walked all
over by that bitch!’
Cara gaped at her, shocked. ‘I don’t let people walk all
over me!’ she stuttered.
‘Yes, you do,’ fired back Evie heatedly, not even thinking
what she was saying because she was so hysterical. ‘I’ve
told you a hundred times to demand a raise so you can
afford more than that ice box of a flat you and Phoebe live
in, but you don’t pay any attention.’
‘It’s none of your business what I get paid,’ roared Cara,
finally getting angry.
‘It is because I’m your sister!’ roared back Evie.
‘Yeah, my sister, not my bloody mother!’ shrieked Cara.
‘And don’t you forget it. You think you can boss us all
around, even Dad. Well, you can’t. Keep your stuck up
little nose out of my affairs!’
‘Somebody has to stick their nose into your affairs
because you can’t handle them very well, can you?’
Evie was scarlet in the face now, her eyes feverish. She
barely knew what she was saying. She knew she’d said far
too many awful things but shock meant she couldn’t stop.
It was all too much for Cara. The misery of the past few
days, her awful hangover, and the damned bus breaking
down all caught up with her. She finally snapped.
‘You don’t know anything about me or my life because I
don’t tell you anything and you don’t ask,’ she said, her
voice icily calm. ‘I’m closer to the bus driver on the 16A
than I am to my own sister because I can’t handle your
petty small-mindedness, your conviction that you know
everything and your jealousy.’
‘Jealousy?’ screamed Evie, too stunned to care how
much noise she made. ‘What jealousy? What have I got to
be jealous of you for?’
‘Because I’m not some uptight cow who’s got a pole up
her backside and always thinks she’s right. And,’ Cara said
vehemently, ‘who’s marrying a bloke equally as bloody
boring and rigid just because he asked her! I can tell you
something - if you’re not going to Dad’s wedding, I’m not
going to put on a brave face of it when you marry pofaced
bloody Simon.’
With that, Cara threw her fork on to the table where it
hit her plate with a resounding clatter that roused both
dogs. She stomped out of the kitchen and pounded noisily
up the stairs, the way she had when she was a child and
Evie had given out to her for something.
Evie ran a hand faintly over her forehead, feeling the
beginnings of a terrible headache. What had she said?
Terrible, terrible things. Cara would never forgive her.
Whatever had happened to them? They’d been so close
once. What had turned them into strangers, people who
found it easier to hurt each other than to comfort? What
had made Cara so bitter, so angry? Wearily, she sank her
feverish head on to the cool of the old wooden table and
wished Christmas would disappear in a puff of smoke.
She’d meant to sort things out, to tell Cara she loved her
and that she wanted the best things in life for her. Now
she’d screwed it all up because she’d got the shock of her life. If only her father had told her, if only she’d been prepared. She’d still have been hurt but at least she’d have
been able to hide it.
It wasn’t his fault, though. Evie knew who’d really
messed up Christmas for them all. Vida. horrible Vida.
CHAPTER FIVE
Evie flicked on the lights in the office reception area with
a sigh. Another year. Another January. More snow. Shaking
wet flakes off her coat, she walked past the drooping
Christmas tree and past the scattering of pine needles that
littered the carpet.
Davis Wentworth had this fixation about real Christmas
trees and always insisted the company reception area had
one. Only because he didn’t have to placate Marj, the
cleaner, who spent hours trying to pick out the pine
needles that had knitted themselves into the hard-wearing
nylon carpet, Evie thought as she unlocked the door to the
stairs. Poor Marj would go mad when she saw the state of
the floor. Not to mention how cross she’d get when she
saw the amount of fake snow plastered on the plate-glass
doors between floors as a result of Kev in Sales getting
drunk at lunch on the last day and going berserk drawing