RAGE: President & First Lady Of The Death Dealers MC (32 page)

***Gage***

I watch her raise her good shoulder in a shrug for the
millionth time. She’s done it in response to every question the rape counsellor
has asked. The woman keeps trying to get her to express her feelings, but Raven
seems unbothered. I know her. I know she’s not good at hiding her emotions, but
I also know she doesn’t like talking about them. I thought she needed support,
why she asked me to stay, but this exchange isn’t helping anybody.

“I don’t know what you want me to say, lady,” Raven snaps in
frustration. “I told you I don’t remember anything. If I wasn’t feeling the
effects of it, I wouldn’t know it happened at all.”

That’s the crux of it, isn’t it? She can’t process something
she doesn’t remember. The whole conversation has only served to upset her.

“Look,” I address the counsellor. “Obviously, this is going
nowhere. How about we just try another time?”

The counsellor takes a deep breath and nods in agreement.
After handing me a business card, she turns to Raven.

“I’ll recommend your release, but call me if you want to
talk. Anytime.”

“Thank you.”

“Mr. Hunter.” She dips her head at me and then she’s gone.

Raven breathes a sigh of relief. “I thought she’d never
leave.”

“She’s only trying to help, babe.”

“I know.”

She turns her baby blues to me and I run my fingers through
her hair. I can’t stand to see her in this hospital bed.

“When can I go home?”

“I don’t know. I’ll talk to the doctor.”

“Get me out of here, Gage. I can’t take being here another
day.”

“I will. I just need to make sure you’re okay to leave.”

“I am. I feel—”

“I need the go-ahead from the doctors, babe. I don’t want to
risk hurting you further.”

“Fine,” she grumbles.

I shift her position on the bed and climb in next to her.
She snuggles up to me, inhaling deeply. I can’t wait to get her out of here,
but I need to know it’s safe first.

“Have you heard anything?” she asks quietly.

I take a deep breath. I have to tell her we’ve got jack
shit. We’ve talked to everyone, called in all my markers, and still nothing.
It’s frustrating as fuck, and I’m only holding it in for her sake. I need to be
as calm as possible around her because she needs that from me.

“Not yet.”

“Who is this guy? A ghost?”

“I don’t care who or what he is. There isn’t a hole in the
ground I won’t dig up to find him.”

“Gage... I need you to promise me something.”

“Anything.”

“When you find him... promise me you’ll let the cops handle
it.”

What the fuck? The cops? The moment I find that
motherfucker, he ceases breathing. No way I’m leaving anything up to the cops.
He’ll probably go to trial and get off on some bullshit technicality. No way.
“Anything but that.”

“I don’t want you getting into trouble for me.”

“I won’t. I know what I’m doing.”

“Gage—”

“Don’t,” I stop her. “Please, don’t ask me to do nothing.
It’s my fault this happened to you. I can’t undo it, but I can make sure the
fucker pays.”

“How is it your fault?”

“I just know it is.”

“It’s not. I know you’re angry, and I’ve seen a sample of
what you can do when you’re angry. I don’t want this guy to drag you down to
his level, Gage.”

“His level?” I ask with a mirthless chuckle. “I may not be a
rapist, but you have no idea what I’m capable of, Raven. The things I’m
planning to do to him will make even the Devil refuse me entrance to Hell.”

“Gage....”

There’s a plea in her voice. God knows I’d do anything for
her, but I can’t leave this up to the fuck-ups known as the Stoney View
Sheriff’s Department. I need to do this for her, but I need to do it for me,
too. This motherfucker put his hands on
my
woman. A lesson needs to be
learned and a clear message sent to anyone else who thinks they can fuck with
me.

“Drop it, Raven.”

My words come out harsher than I wanted and I instantly
regret them.

“Okay,” she whispers before I can apologize. “But promise me
you’ll be careful. I need you here, not behind bars or... or worse.”

“I promise. You’re stuck with me, doll. Get used to it.”

She turns her face into my chest and takes a deep breath.

“Little puppy.”

I get a soft giggle from her. I already miss her laugh. You
really don’t know the value of something until it’s gone. She was a bright
light and instead of illuminating my world, I dragged her into the darkness. I
need to make this right. I need my sun back.

“Don’t worry, baby. I’ll fix it.”

“I know,” she says in a soft voice. “I know you will.”

I kiss the top of her head and hold her close. I don’t know
exactly how I’m going to fix it, though, and that’s my problem. How can I come
up with a plan when I don’t even know what I’m dealing with?

There’s a knock at the door and I carefully leave the bed to
answer it. When I open it, I see the boy—Chris. He’s holding a bunch of flowers
with a balloon. His jaw twitches and he squares his shoulders. Good for him.

“I’m here to see Raven,” he states.

I simply nod and move aside so he can enter. He goes
straight to the bed and takes her hand. I want to tell him to get his hands off
her, but I bite my tongue. I don’t want to upset Raven.

“How are you doing, beautiful?”

I bite my tongue again.

“I’m okay,” she answers.

“You think we could talk without him hovering over my
shoulder?”

Okay, this kid is seriously pushing my boundaries. He’s
lucky I even let him see her. Raven shoots me a pleading look, so I take a deep
breath and calm down. “I’ll go talk to the doctor about your release.”

“Thanks.”

I head out to find her doctor but spot her mother at the
nurse’s station, so I head there instead. There’s a man with her who I assume
is her husband, and a little girl clutching at her skirt.

“Mrs. Marchand?”

“Oh, Mr. Hunter.” She turns to me and offers her hand. “This
is my husband, Daniel.”

Daniel gives me an appraising look as he shakes my hand. I’d
love to see what he would have done if I was wearing my colors. He’d probably
grab his wife and kid and run for the hills.

“You can call me Gage,” I tell him.

“Gage.”

I almost laugh at him trying to sound tough. I’ve never met
a woman’s parents before, but I figure her father would have done the same
thing.

“Is Raven awake?”

“Yes, she is.” I turn back to her mother. “A friend is with
her now.”

“I was hoping she’d be up to meeting Daniel and Dani.”

I look down at the little girl and she hides her face behind
her mom’s legs.

“Hi, there,” I say in a soft voice. She peeks out and I see
her mom’s eyes. Raven’s eyes. I crouch to her level and extend my hand. “I’m
Gage, Raven’s friend.”

At the mention of her sister’s name, she steps out from
behind her mother and takes my hand.

“You know my sister?”

“Yeah, I do. You wanna go see her?”

“Yes, please.” She nods excitedly, and I chuckle at her
enthusiasm.

“Tell you what. I’ll go tell her you’re here and then come
back and get you, okay?”

“Okay.”

Her mother mouths a thank you as I stand, and I nod in
acknowledgement. “I’ll be right back.”

“Mr. Gage?” Dani’s little voice stops me and I turn back to
her. She waves me toward her, so I return to my crouching position. Placing her
lips at my ear, she whispers, “Do you think she’ll like me?”

I stare into her eyes and all I can see is Raven looking
back at me. She had the same apprehensive expression when she asked that very
question about her mother. This is one meeting I know Raven will have no
reservations about. “She’s going to
love
you.”

She gives me a wide smile I have to return when I see that
two of her teeth are missing. Utter cuteness.
Yeah, Raven’s going to fall in
love with this little girl.

***Raven***

Gage re-enters the room and Chris immediately goes rigid.
After he finished playing the blame game, we actually had a pretty nice visit.
He told me the girls didn’t come with him because he asked for some alone time
with me, but they’d come by later. Hopefully, Gage can get me out of here today
so I can see them at home. Then again, where
is
home? I’m definitely not
going back to Lonnie’s place.
Gage said he’s taking me home with him. Does
he mean the clubhouse, or his house? Doesn’t matter. I just need to get out of
here.

I give Chris’ hand a gentle squeeze. Rising from where he’s
perched on the edge of my bed, he shoves his hands in his pockets. He sneers at
Gage, who, frankly, isn’t paying him any attention. His gaze is locked on me.

“You good?” he asks.

“Yeah.”

“There are some people here to see you.”

“Laurelyn?”

“Yeah. You up for it?”

“I guess.” I nod. “Dani?”

I admit, I’m excited to meet her. I have a little sister.
One I can be a better sibling to than Lonnie was to me. That is, if Laurelyn
doesn’t disappear again.

“She’s here,” Gage replies.

“I’ll go,” Chris says. “Call me if you get out today. If
not, I’ll be back tomorrow.”

“Okay. Thanks for coming.”

He kisses my forehead and leaves, giving Gage a wide berth.
Gage approaches me with a raised brow. I think he’s going to give me shit about
Chris, but he doesn’t.

“You ready?”

“Yeah,” I answer. “I am.”

“I’ll go get ’em.”

I chew on my thumbnail nervously as I wait for him to
return. Will she like me? Will this be the only time I get to see her? Laurelyn
is one thing, but this is different. Dani is an innocent bystander in all this.
I don’t think I could handle having one more person ripped from my life.

He comes back in, holding a little girl’s hand. No, not just
any little girl—my sister. She’s a miniature of Laurelyn, down to the way she’s
dressed, like a proper young lady. She stares at me, wide-eyed, clutching
tightly to a teddy bear. When they reach the side of the bed, Gage picks her up
so she’s at eye level.

“Hi,” I choke out as tears gather in my eyes.

“Hi. Are you my big sister?”

“Yeah, I am.”

“Mommy told me you were in an accident,” she says as she
extends the teddy bear to me. “I brought this for you. His name is Teddy. He’s
my favorite and always makes me feel better.”

I take the bear from her and hug it to my chest. “Thank you.
I feel better already.”

“You’re welcome. May I give you a hug?”

Proper young lady. Whatever they’re teaching this little
girl, she’s obviously learning.

“I’d like that.”

Gage places her on the bed carefully, and her gaze sweeps
over me in an obvious attempt to see how she can hug me without hurting me.
Finally, she wraps her little arms around my neck. I return her hug with my
good arm, breathing in her scent.

“I’ve always wanted a big sister.”

“And I’ve always wanted a little sister. I’m glad it’s you.”

She pulls back from our embrace and gives me a hopeful
stare. “Will you come and live with us?”

I glance at Gage, unsure what to say. I don’t want to hurt
her feelings within the first five minutes of meeting her.

“I live here, sweetheart... but you can visit me anytime you
like.”

Apparently content with my answer, she starts chattering
away, telling me about her school, teachers, friends... everything about her
little six-year-old world. I smile and nod, interjecting whenever I can. She’s
so cute with her little toothless grin. Gage and I both laugh when she starts
talking about a boy in her class who wants to be her boyfriend, but “he’s too
immature.”

She leans forward, cupping her hand to hide her lips from
Gage, and whispers, “Is Mr. Gage your boyfriend?”

“Yes, he is.”

“I like him,” she says with a wink. “He’s cute.” She sits
upright, giggling as she casts shy glances his way.

Even six-year-old girls fall prey to the man.
Unbelievable.

The door opens and Laurelyn sticks her head inside. “May we
come in?”

“Mommy!” Dani squeals. “Raven says I can visit anytime I
want.”

Laurelyn smiles at her. I can see she’s relieved, but
there’s something else hidden behind that smile—uncertainty. It’s almost
imperceptible, but I caught it. What does it mean? God, I hope she isn’t
planning on not allowing me to see Dani again. I’m already smitten with the
little girl.

“That’s great, honey.”

She introduces me to her husband. He shakes my hand and
gives me an empathetic smile.

“I feel like I already know you, the way Laurelyn talks
about you. I really hope you give her a chance. She puts on this front for
everyone, but I know she’s not truly happy. She won’t be if she has to continue
living a life without you in it.”

“I’m trying,” I tell him.

“I know,” he replies as Laurelyn walks up, and he wraps an
arm around her shoulders. “That’s all we can ask for.”

“Do you know when you’re being discharged?” Laurelyn asks.

I look to Gage, but he shakes his head. “I haven’t spoken to
the doctor yet.”

“Will Lonnie be coming by? Are you going back to her place?”

I shake my head in answer to Laurelyn’s questions. “I don’t
know where Lonnie is, and I’m never going back to her house. That’s… that’s
where it happened.”

She reaches for my hand and gently squeezes my fingers. I
look down at our hands but don’t pull away. The touch verbalizes more than any
words ever could. She’s here and offering support. It’s only been a day so I’m
definitely not won over, but like I said, I’m trying.

“Where will you be staying?”

“With me,” Gage interjects.

Both Laurelyn and Daniel turn to him. Dani climbs up the bed
and settles in next to me as she watches her parents. Laurelyn seems
apprehensive.

“Do you mind if I ask how long you’ve been seeing each
other?” she asks.

“Not long... but I’ll take care of her.”

“What do you do, Mr. Hunter? For a living?”

I roll my eyes.
Is she really doing this right now?

“I own and operate several businesses.”

“Several?” Daniel raises a brow.

“
Several
,” Gage reiterates, emphasizing the word.

“So, you’re taking her to your home?”

“My clubhouse.”

I sigh deeply as I listen to their exchange. If they think
they can intimidate Gage, they have another think coming.

“Clubhouse?” Laurelyn looks between the two of us in
confusion. “I don’t understand.”

“Gage is the president of a motorcycle club. I’ve been there
many times. It’s perfectly safe.”

She releases me and covers her mouth in shock. I know she
thinks he’s a low-life criminal and that I’ve probably been a club whore,
passed around from brother to brother.

“Those men and women are my family. They took me in, no
questions asked, and made me feel like I belonged. I trust them. I trust Gage.
I only feel safe when I’m with him. I’m going home with him, and that’s the end
of the conversation. I’ve known you all of one day. Please, don’t come in here
trying to act like a parent.” Gage takes my hand, offering encouragement. I
look up at him as I finish, “He said he’ll take care of me, and he will.”

“Well... okay then.” she says reluctantly.

“You’re welcome to come by anytime and see Raven. I would
take her to my house, but I have people at the clubhouse who can help me take
care of her
and
protect her. You have nothing to worry about,” Gage
tells her.

She nods and turns a nervous gaze to her husband. He tightens
his arm around her.

“Good,” I say. “Now, get me out of here. I’m ready to go
home.”