Sacred Surrender (13 page)
Slowly, Madison sauntered over to the chair Rowan occupied, running her beautifully manicured fingers up his jean clad thighs. She felt his muscles twitch underneath her fingertips making her feel empowered by the simple gesture. She pressed her lips to his; pushing her tongue past his lips for a deep heartfelt kiss. His fingers skimmed the back of her thighs up to her bare ass until she felt them twist in the lace of her thong, pulling them down. Madison stood as Rowan relived her of the smidge of material that covered her soaked pussy. She gently ran her hand through his hair as he placed kisses on her abdomen. When she felt a finger trace along her wet folds, her fingers tightened in his hair just as he penetrated her core with a single finger.
“Damn, baby, you are so wet and tight,” he spoke against her skin as he continued to press kisses against her stomach, his mouth making its way to her pussy. He took his liberties with his tongue against her clit, his hand grabbing hold of her ass and pulling her closer.
Madison felt her knees wobble, then Rowan’s grip grow even tighter on her ass as his tongue continued to circle her clit. She felt a tingling in her toes and wasn’t positive, but thought she might just cum from his tongue against her core. He pulled his finger from her pussy, grabbing her leg and placing her foot on the arm of the recliner as he knelt before her. He licked her folds, reaching between her thighs and grabbing her ass as he plunged his tongue into her pussy. Sensations she’d never felt before flooded her body, her mind raging a war within. A part of her felt self-conscious standing there open to him, while he knelt before her, yet it felt so damn good and she never wanted him to stop.
Rowan had never tasted anything so amazing in his life, nor caused a rock hard erection like the one he was sporting now. Madison tasted like sweet honeysuckle and he could spend all night like this taking his fill of her sweetness. Her taste on his tongue made his body ache with an unquenchable need. He wrapped his arm around her waist when her legs began to shake and he knew if he kept up his ministrations on her pussy, he’d be tasting her essence on his tongue in no time at all. He plunged deeper with his tongue licking, flicking, while pushing as deep as he could into her when she pulled his hair so hard he thought she would rip it out. Her body shook from the orgasm as her essence filled his mouth, his name released from her mouth filling the room. Her flavor burst on his tongue and his body lit up like the fourth of July. Of all the women he’d been with in his life, no one had affected his body the way she just did. He ached to release his hardened erection; to bury deep inside the sweet pussy he just enjoyed. Rowan pulled her into his arms as he sat back into the recliner.
Madison felt wrung out. That had to have been the most amazing orgasm she ever experienced and she’d not even felt his cock inside her yet. Neither her hand nor her Jackrabbit vibrator ever gave her that much pleasure. She felt her body react quickly when Rowan’s erection, through the denim he wore, pressed against her core. Straddling him, she thrust against him. Whatever tension or inhibitions had been left in her body, escaped along with her orgasm. She reached between them, pressing her palm against the bulge in his pants as she kissed him with abandon. She felt him grow harder beneath her palm as she leaned into him, her breasts pressing against his bared muscled chest.
“Hold onto me,” he said breathless.
Madison wrapped her arms around his neck as he stood, walking them to her bed. He placed her down gently against the mattress and she relaxed against the comforter. Pulling herself up slightly, she rested her weight on her elbows, watching him with hooded lashes as he undid the top button of his jeans. Her mouth grew dry at the anticipation of seeing him completely unclothed. Licking her lips, she sat up as he released his erection from the confines of his pants. She was surprised to see he wore nothing underneath and was pleased that he was commando. Fear slammed into her like a freight train when she saw how thick and long he was. She was uncertain if she would be able to take him even if she’d not been virgin. The man was well endowed. Unconsciously she reached out, and wrapped her fingers around his girth. She licked her lips, enjoying the feel of his ridged cock as she slid her hand up and down his shaft. She freed her mind to the moment and let her instincts take over.
Rowan’s head fell back as Madison stroked the length of his cock. He couldn’t keep the moan from escaping his lips when her tongue flicked the tip of his erection. He lost all sense of where he was, when her lips encompassed his rock hard cock. He needed to pump harder, to feel her mouth grip his cock. When he grabbed the back of her head and gently let his hips rock, he reminded himself to be gentle, at least this first time. He planned on making love to her all night, as many times as he possibly could. He wouldn’t make her first time a bad experience for her, so he let her go at her own pace.
Madison didn’t have a clue as to what she was doing, but when she felt Rowan grow harder inside her mouth, she knew she had to be doing something right. It felt so perfect having his rigid cock inside her wet mouth, felt right the way he held her head and rocked his hips. She reached up, gently caressing his balls as she sucked harder. His moans were an indication of his satisfaction with her actions.
Madison closed her eyes as Rowan pulled her head back, leaned his head to hers and kissed her passionately. She kissed him back with every emotion she felt in the moment. She loved the way their tastes intertwined; she’d never tasted anything so wonderful. She needed to feel his cock buried deep within her tight pussy, the anticipation was almost unbearable. As he placed kisses on her neck, then collarbone, he gently pressed her back onto the mattress until she laid spread out before him. She relaxed for a moment until he reached over and grabbed a condom from the box. Before Rowan could open it Madison sat up and took it from him.
“Let me do it,” she said, keeping her eyes focused on him.
With a crooked grin, “I’d love it if you would.”
Madison decided to let nature take its course and hoped she was doing everything right. She tried not to think about her actions, tried to let them happen naturally. She opened the wrapper, pulled the condom from the package and placed it on the tip of his cock. Her hands shook slightly, but relief flooded her when Rowan placed his fingers over hers and helped her unravel the condom onto his erection. He leaned his forehead against hers, placing a kiss on the tip of her nose.
“Are you sure about this? If I’m hurting you, I want you to stop me.” Though, he didn’t know if he’d be able to stop after he buried himself into her core.
“Rowan, I’ve never been so sure about anything in my life. My body has never ached so much as it does now and I have a feeling there’s only one way to relieve that ache.”
“Close your eyes. I want you to block everything out and experience what your body should feel. Just feel, Madison, don’t think. Don’t worry about what you should do or say. Just clear your mind. Okay?”
“Okay.”
Rowan waited until she closed her eyes, then he kissed her until she laid flat on the bed. Kneeling before her, while his eyes traced the length of her body, he enjoyed the view she supplied to him. Her eyes closed, as she planted her feet flat on the mattress, then she spread her legs open wide inviting him in. Rowan was certain he’d never seen anything more beautiful than the woman before him. He placed kisses on her ankles, her calves, then on her inner thighs until he reached her core. Her pussy glistened from her excitement and his cock twitched at the site of her spread out before him. Rowan felt her shudder as his tongue quickly licked between her folds. Then, his lips were pressed to hers, giving her a taste of herself from his tongue. Excitement shot through his body and he knew he’d not be able to wait a second longer. Rowan grabbed his cock, placing it at Madison’s entrance. He kept his eyes focused on her face watching to make sure he was causing as little pain as possible. She spread her legs wider as the tip of his erection pressed against her folds.
Madison’s heart leapt as she felt Rowan’s cock against her wet flesh. She wanted him to just get it over with so she could release the breath she was holding. He pushed past her entrance with more gentleness than she thought possible. With one quick movement, he pushed deep within her, she gasped at the pain, arching her back, her hands pressed against his chest. A war raged within her, because she wanted to push him off her and pull him deeper at the same time. She opened her eyes when she felt him stop moving.
“Take a deep breath. I’m all the way in; just let your body relax,” he said wiping the tear that slipped down her cheek from the pain she was feeling.
“I don’t know if I can,” she finally ground out.
“Baby, if you don’t relax for me I’m going to cum right now. I don’t want this to end too soon, anyway, but especially for your first time. You’re too damn tight and it feels too damn good having your pussy wrapped around my cock, so I really need you to relax for me.”
Madison searched deep within herself and forced her muscles to relax. When she finally did, the pain she felt subsided. Just as quickly as she relaxed, Rowan began to move inside her. The feeling was more amazing than the descriptions she’d read about online and in books. As he pumped slowly at first, then harder and faster, a pressure that began in her toes spread up her legs and hit her smack dab in the very center of her pussy. She couldn’t hold back the scream as she arched her back, grabbed hold of his shoulders and exploded into a million pieces.
Rowan knew he wouldn’t last any longer the moment he felt Madison’s pussy squeeze his cock harder as her orgasm hit her. His cock was soaked with her juices and the storm that had been brewing within him became too much to hold back. As she clutched onto him, her nails digging into his skin, he arched his back burying himself deep within her, shooting his seed into the condom that encased his cock. He pumped his cock harder until he was completely spent. He’d known before they even started their first time would be quick, but he hadn’t expected it to be over as soon as it was. He wasn’t disappoint because the way her pussy clung to his cock had been more amazing than anything he’d ever felt before. He’d wanted it to last longer for her though. Mindful to keep his weight off of her and not break the connection their bodies shared, Rowan rolled to his back, bringing her on top of him. As she pressed her head to his chest, he gently caressed her back with his fingertips enjoying the feel of her skin against his. He felt at home, not just with her body, but with her heart. He thought it could be because she gave him something no one had ever given him, but deep inside he knew it was more than that when he felt a melding of their hearts as their bodies meshed together. Laying in the silence with only the sound of their ragged breaths, Rowan felt his heart finally find its home with the woman in his arms.
Chapter 12
Madison woke not to the sound of her alarm, but to a deep voice that sent a tingling sensation coursing through her body. A sensation she felt several times throughout the evening and well into the early hours of the morning. Her body had gotten used to it throughout the night and she hoped to experience it over and over. Rowan’s breath against her ear and the aroma of French Vanilla coffee filling the bedroom, made it worth waking up. Suddenly, her senses perked up and she peeked out with a half opened eye.
Placing butterfly kisses against her eyelids, “Time to wake up, sleeping beauty. You’ll be late for work if you don’t get moving.”
Work, crap-o-la, she had work today. She would much rather spend the day in bed with Rowan, but there was no way she could call in her first week with the company. She rolled from her stomach to her back, the tan sheet draped over her waist and winced at the pain she felt shoot through her body. It felt like she’d just worked out with the Tae Bo guy for five hours straight. In spite of the pain, she felt amazing; amazingly satisfied. Rowan did things to her that not even her smutty romance novels described. He put her in positions she never imagined her body could go and she loved every minute of it. She wasn’t sure what time it was when she’d passed out in his arms, but her heart leapt knowing he’d not up and left her in the middle of the night, err, morning. Too many of her friends had called her on several occasions, an emotional wreck because of the one night stand they found themselves a part of. She smiled at the knowledge he’d not put her in that predicament. That knowledge, along with how she knew he could make her body feel, made her want to grab him and pull him back into the bed with her.