Biker's Baby Girl (17 page)

None of that shit was getting through I realized that shit when she actually put her hands over her ears and closed her eyes, essentially shutting me out. Fuck this shit, it’s like she’d been saving all this fuckery up for me. She sure as fuck never defied anyone else.

I took a deep breath and hoped for patience, I wasn’t equipped to deal with his shit. Since she wasn’t listening and her body was tense as fuck I tried a new tactic.

After I’d stripped her down to nothing I took her over to the chair behind my desk and pulled her down in my lap. “I’m sorry she attacked you baby, I hope you know I would never let anyone harm you.”

How could I explain that I was complicit in this shit? That I had my own guilt to deal with where this situation was concerned? I didn’t even know what the fuck was going through her head because she wasn’t talking, and this was new territory for us.

“Babygirl…”

“Don’t call me that you don’t mean it, you chose her…” She started to fucking hyperventilate and scared the fuck outta me. “Baby calm down, I didn’t choose her over you, please listen to me.” I tried hugging her to me to get her to calm down.

She wasn’t having that shit; she stiffened up on me and tried to get off my lap. “Stay where you are.” I held her even tighter, my guts in shreds because I’d hurt her and I hadn’t meant to. How had I fucked this shit up so royally?

“I hate you.” I took the blow but held on, telling myself that she didn’t mean it, that it was just the hurt talking. “Jessie please don’t do this, give me your ring.” I took it out of her tightly closed fist and forced it back on her finger while she cried like her heart was broken in a million little pieces.

“Ian and I served together. When I timed out he followed me here. He was never the strongest guy but he had a good heart and was loyal to a fault. Deidre loved him, when he died she…we both took it hard.

One night not long after his death she and I…you were too young baby, I wasn’t a monk you know that. I can’t just throw her out now, she’s just a little hurt and confused.” I was saying that but I knew if she insisted I would do everything to make her happy.

“How many others?” That certainly did not sound like my little peach.

“Pardon?”

“How many other women have you slept with and are they all HERE?”

Well shit. “Babe…”

“Tell me or I’m leaving.” I’m thinking my sweet little innocent was no more. I wonder if it was her introduction to my dick that had made her lose her damn mind. Whatever it was, once again I couldn’t let her get too out of hand, that shit could prove dangerous.

“Let’s get this straight.” I grabbed her face and turned her to look at me. “You’ll never leave me, not now not fucking ever, so calm your little ass down before you go too far.”

“I won’t stay here with her or any of the other women you’ve slept with and you can’t make me. You made a promise to me too remember, but then again this wouldn’t be the first time you broke a promise to me.” I could see that she wished she could take those words back the moment they left her mouth, but it was too late.

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Baby-Girl

I could hear myself saying these things to him, but could hardly believe they were coming from my mouth. I was so mad and hurt though, that in that moment I really didn’t care.

I knew he’d been with women before me and yes I hated all of them. I sure didn’t want to share space with any of them. I knew from everything he’d said to me in the past few days that he was insanely jealous at even the thought of another man near me, wasn’t it supposed to be the same for me? Wasn’t he as much mine as I was his?

I didn’t mean to be mean to him though, to throw it in his face that he’d left me with that horrible woman all those years and had no idea what my life was really like. But seeing him hugging that girl who’d attacked me was the last straw. It was the last betrayal I was willing to take.

It was as if every horrible thing that had happened to me in my life had bubbled up to the surface. He was in shock at my words I could tell, that’s why it took him a while to answer. I was a bit surprised myself and was wishing them back two seconds after they were said, but my anger still burned bright.

“Explain yourself.” Oh he was mad, but after the last three days spent with him, I knew I had nothing to fear, that he’d never hurt me physically.

I was also almost certain because of the things he’d said while we were being intimate with each other that he would never cast me aside. He loved me, and I him, but that didn’t mean I had to be a doormat.

With my aunt I was always afraid, never feeling that I had the right to speak up for myself. In the last few days since coming here he’d freed me. He was probably going to regret that by the time this day was over, but I couldn’t turn back now.

“I’ve been in love with you, seems like from the first moment we met. I built a whole dream world around you even when there was no hope of us being together because I was so young and you, you were already a man with a life separate from the unwanted kid you’d taken on.”

“I used to live for the days when you’d show up out of nowhere, and because you never gave prior warning, everyday was a day of hope that you would. You were the only bright light in my life.”

“When you came, I was your little princess for those few days, but then as soon as you were gone, I went back to being nothing. Aunt Dee was mean to me, so mean, but when I tried to tell you that, you didn’t listen. Instead you sided with her, just like today.”

The memory of it made me mad all over again and next thing I knew I was pummeling his chest and screaming at him how much I hated him.

He did nothing for the first few minutes it seemed before springing into action. He tried his best to get me to stop, but I couldn’t pull it back in. All the anger and disappointment from the past came spewing out and I yelled some pretty horrible things at him. The truth is I was angrier about today than all the things I’d endured at my aunt’s hands all those years.

Seeing her in his arms had loosed something in me, something that I had no idea was even there.

Creed

“What the fuck?” she’d lost her damn mind, that’s the only thing I could think of when she started hitting me and yelling about all the shit I’d done wrong. I tried wrapping my arms around her to calm her the fuck down, but her anger seemed to have given her added strength.

I wasn’t too fucking thrilled about some of the shit she was hurling at me either, seeing as how I’d spent the last three fucking days buried inside her and promising to make shit up to her, shit that I’d had no control over anyway because I’d been off fighting a fucking war and trying to keep her little ungrateful ass safe.

“Fuck this.” I lifted her off my lap long enough to unzip and pull my cock from my jeans. When I had my shit where I wanted it I sat her down hard on my cock.

“Umph.” I knocked the air out her ass as I fucked up into her hard and deep. She was still on her shit trying to fight her way off my dick. I got to my feet with her impaled on my cock and bent her over the desk.

Grabbing a fistful of her hair I turned her face to the side so I could look down into her face. “You’re mad, be fucking mad, but you don’t fucking threaten me ever, you understand me?” I fucked into her and had her scratching at the desk as I pummeled her pussy from behind.

I held her head down as I punished her with my cock because now I was mad as fuck too. She was calling out to me whether for mercy for her abused pussy or to apologize I didn’t know, and was too fucking far-gone to care.

“Give me your fucking mouth.” I pulled her head around since her stubborn was still acting the fuck up. She tried to bite me but a thumb on her clit soon had her singing a different tune. Her fucking tears were killing me though and I had to let go the anger for now.

“I’m sorry baby, I’ll make it right I promise.” Fucking sap that I am, I would’ve promised her anything to get her to stop crying. Instead of the hard fuck that she’d earned I held her back against my front lovingly while whispering encouraging words in her ear.

“I love you only you, stop crying.” I held my cock still inside her as I kissed her lips softly and played with her tits. “No one will ever mean more to me than you do babygirl, not even fucking close.”

I kept telling her the shit that was in my heart until her body loosened up and she started kissing me back. I bit her lip once I had her full attention and eased my cock out of her womb slowly before driving back in.

“Since you threw down the gauntlet I have to reaffirm ownership, brace yourself.” It was all the warning she got before I pushed her head down and away from me towards the desk, kicked her legs open wider and grabbed her ass in my hands.

She was bawling for a whole other reason now, because although I was no longer angry at her, she had to learn never to challenge me. “You want to act grown, this is what grown women get, hard fucking cock. Every time you act up or act out, this is what you got waiting for you.”

“Creed…”

“Oh so I’m Creed again?” I fucked out the last hour’s frustration in her belly pounding her pussy hard with each thrust. “Tilt your pussy the way I taught you, that’s it. You wanna give this up? Where the fuck were you going? I’ll find you, anywhere anytime, don’t ever threaten me with that shit again.”

“I won’t I’m sorry please.” Her hands and nails were scrambling to take hold of the desktop but each time she got a grip I slammed into her until her ass shook and her pussy leaked.

She was crying out for mercy but her pussy was enjoying the shit out of what I was doing to her, if the amount of juice that ran down my dick was any indication.

She came on my cock three times while I tickled her clit and nibbled her ear and neck, all her sweet spots. With each stroke I searched out her G-spot and I knew the metal in my cock was making her pussy feel extra good. The last time she came, I had to hold her up before she flew off my dick; she was a wild one.

I was close, very close, now I had a decision to make. Do I give her my seed after the way she’d behaved, or do I teach her a lesson? I went with the lesson and pulled out. “Get dressed.” She looked over her shoulder at me questioningly.

She had learned me well enough in the last few days of nonstop fucking, so she knew I roared like a fucking beast when I came, not to mention she had told me more than once that she could actually feel my shit shooting into her.

“You didn’t…?”

“No.” I pulled my jeans back in place and ignored the pain in my cock. I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of cumming in her back or going to the bathroom to rub that shit out. She was going to learn that no matter what, she never fucking go against me.

I saw the hurt and ignored it as I walked away. If I caved now she’d be running fucking circles around me for the rest of my life; that’s not how this shit works. “Go get cleaned up we’re leaving in ten minutes.”

She lost the color in her face and I knew what she was thinking, but before I could set her straight she was across the room, throwing herself into my arms.

“Please don’t send me back, I didn’t mean it.” She held onto me like I was her lifeline. I wasn’t mad enough to let her go on thinking that shit even for a second. “Hey, look at me.”

I took her face in my hands and looked into her tear filled eyes. “Never, I will never send you away no matter what you did, no matter how mad I get, you got that? Don’t ever think that, now go clean up.” I kissed her forehead and set her away from me.

She didn’t want to leave, like she thought I was lying to her, but in the end she went into the bathroom and closed the door.

How the fuck did I get myself into this shit? I’m either gonna have to talk her into letting Deidre stay, or go back on a promise, hard fucking thing to do when your word is your bond. But nothing means more than she does so if it came down to it, she wins. I had the next few days at least to try to get her to see reason; we’ll see.

While she was cleaning up I went out into the clubhouse and called Max to gather the others for a little briefing before we headed out. I hadn’t even had time to think about what the fuck Law had waiting for me before this pile of crap was thrown in my lap.

The guys filed in one by one looking bored as shit but I knew that was a con. “Cam, Rog, you’re gonna need to grab an overnight bag we’re headed to Law’s for a few days. I don’t know what exactly he’s got going on but I’m pretty sure it has something to do with my girl. Pack your hardware, something pops off I don’t want us standing around with our dicks in our hands.”

“Max, everything looks good around here, make sure it stays that way before we head out. If this shit is what I think it is I’m gonna need all my energies focused on the situation and I don’t want to come back here to any fuck ups.”

“I’ll take care of it, meet you out front in ten.” He headed out leaving me with the other two. I gave them some last minute orders before sending them on their way to say their goodbyes to their women and get what they needed.

I waited until she came out the office and took her home to pack. “Just grab enough shit for a few days, if you run out we’ll go shopping.” She kept giving me looks under her lashes to gauge my anger meter I guess, but my mind was already onto the next thing.

“Creed?”

“What is it?” I didn’t turn around to look at her when I answered.

“I’m sorry.”

“No you’re not, you’re pissed and you have the right, just don’t lose your mind again and come at me like you did. If the tables were turned I’d feel the same way but that shit better never ever happen in this life.

With that said what happened between her and I was a long time ago and didn’t mean shit. You’re the one with the ring on her finger, the only one I ever even thought of giving one to.

Like I said, I made a promise to a friend a long time ago, now I have to decide if I can live with myself if I go back on that word to please you. So for the next few days I’m going to be a little sore because the whole fucking thing is fucked, don’t sweat it.” I left the room because I was pissed, not at her, but at the fucking situation.

***

She clung to me all the way to Law’s, which took a few hours. I think she cried some back there, I felt the wetness hit my cheek when the wind was just right and my visor was up. I hated like fuck that this shit was happening, that we hadn’t even had time to really get to know each other before shit went south.

On the other hand I was proud of her for standing up, that shit was long overdue. And though I think somehow she knew she was in no danger from me, I was happy as fuck that she felt safe enough with me to do her thing.

Now I’m gonna have to find a way to make this shit up to her, to show her what she means to me. I’d never given much thought to the balance in a relationship, I just always knew that shit was gonna be my way end of story.

That shit was all well and good, but the crying and the hurt was not part of the fucking deal, that’s where I draw the line. I signaled to the others who were flanking me that it was time for a stop.

We pulled into the next lot up on the right and the guys headed into the little convenience store. “You want something from in there?” I had helped her off the back of my bike and was holding her between my spread thighs as I sat there. She was still not looking at me as she shook her head no, and when I removed the helmet I saw the evidence of her tears.

Pulling her into me I hugged her as close as I could against my heart. “Why are you still crying babygirl? Look at me.” I smoothed the hair back from her face and looked at her without speaking for a while.

“We had our first fight, it was a bad one, you lost your damn mind, but I’m still here. I’m sorry you felt even for one second that I chose her over you that would never happen. Now stop the tears I don’t like it.”

“Kiss me.” I waited for her to lift her lips to mine before taking them in a sweet kiss. “I’ll give you my seed tonight okay, stop fussing.” Since she lost that fucking haunted look in her eyes I figured that’s what the fuck was wrong with her spoilt ass.

“You want chocolate?” She nodded her head yes when not five minutes ago she said she didn’t want shit. I shook my head with a grin and took her into the store to stock up on the sugary sweet shit that she had a weakness for.

She seemed much lighter now that we’d had our little talk. I doubt she knew how much of her heart she’d shown me today. I’ll have to be careful in the future not to harm her sweet heart. My girl is a softie.

By the time we were on the road again I had come up with an idea for Deidre that would save me from breaking my word and give my woman what she wanted in the bargain. Now as to getting rid of everyone I’d slept with, there were only one or two of them left, but if that’s what she wanted so be it. The boys had more than enough pussy to go around.

She was already changing my shit around and she hadn’t been there a month. I guess I was gonna have to rethink some shit because she had proven that she had no problem standing up to me and that shit was going to have to be nipped in the bud before she fucked around and pushed me too far.

The one thing I was not prepared to accept from my woman, is disrespect, no matter how fucking mad she gets. That shit will earn her an ass whipping.

She held me a little tighter the rest of the way and there were no more stray tears hitting me as we rode hard for our destination.

With her little ass under control my mind turned to what could possibly be waiting for us at the other end of this shit. Most likely it had to do with the hate brigade, as Law was fond of calling the local chapter of the Nazi wannabes, who were apparently friends of Sal’s.

If that fuck wanted to lose his nuts altogether I had no problem helping him out there, and if I took out a few of those assholes along the way so much the better.

The thing is, I don’t think any of that would’ve prompted Law to call for a face to face, something like that he could’ve told me over the phone or true to character, the pain in the ass would’ve handled it himself and then told me after the fact. This shit was just making me antsy as fuck on top of everything else.

My mind ran the gamut of possibilities but all roads led to her. If it concerned her and Law wasn’t talking but was asking me to come all this way, then it might be bad. But wouldn’t he have given me a heads-up?

Not if it’s really fucked and he thinks you’d lose your shit and go vigilante. It would be just like him to try to bring me in to diffuse the situation. And all this guessing shit was just making me more agitated. Better to wait and see before I make myself nuts before I get there.

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