Reckless Secrets (32 page)

Authors: Gina Robinson

Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Genre Fiction, #Coming of Age, #Romance, #Contemporary, #New Adult & College

BOOK: Reckless Secrets

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I met his gaze and slid his hard dick between my legs and sighed as I rubbed against him. "Yes."

His stare turned to astonishment. He hesitated. "Yes?" His voice was excited and incredulous at the same time, like he couldn't believe his good luck.

"Yes."

"Yes to one condom or two?"

I traced his chest with the tip of my fingernail until goose bumps rose on his arms. I was on the pill, had been for years for other reasons, but I didn't tell him that. I still needed the reassurance of more. "One. Two defeats the purpose."

He rolled off me and reached into a drawer in his desk as I salivated over the sight of his naked backside. A guy should not be allowed to be so hot. Logan was way too easy on the eyes, and way too hard on my heart.

He pulled out a plastic bag and dumped the contents on the bed around me.

Boxes of condoms, tubes of foam, and an assortment of lubricants tumbled out. I stared at them in disbelief and then at him. "Confident you were going to get lucky tonight? Did you buy out the entire stock at the drugstore? I'd pay good money to see the look on the clerk's face when you bought all this."

He laughed and shook his head. "Then you'd be seeing a shitload of clerks. I bought this one tube, one box of condoms at a time. Every time I thought of you and wanted you and hoped."

"That's so sweet." I was really touched.

He tore open a box of condoms and spilled them onto the bed. "Ribbed, plain, lubricated, scented, spermicidal?"

I leaned over and kissed him as I picked one up without looking at it. "This one." I ripped the wrapper open and pulled the condom out. I cupped Logan's cheek and kissed him deeper as he eased me back on the bed again.

When he was braced over me, I grabbed his hard dick, perched the condom on the end and tried to roll it on. It should have been easy to do, but it took more skill than I had. I cursed myself for being inexperienced. "Guess I should have practiced on a banana."

"A banana isn't nearly hard enough. Practice on me." He covered my hand with his and expertly placed the condom. "You're cute, El, and damned sexy."

I eyed his dick, suddenly apprehensive at its size.

"Like what you see?" he asked.

"You're huge."

He smiled like I'd paid him the highest compliment and kissed me lightly. "Don't be scared. I'll be gentle." He grabbed a tube of lubricant and, still balancing over me, took off the lid, squirted some on his fingers, and rubbed it on me using gentle, seductive strokes. "This will help."

I was already tight and tingly, perched on the edge. I gasped as a warming sensation filled the cleft between my legs. "Traitor. That's warming gel."

He grinned and positioned himself between my legs, rubbing against me until I wanted release with Logan deep inside me.

"Now. Make love to me
now,
Logan."

He covered my mouth with his kiss and pushed just inside me. I gasped into his kiss, willing my body to let him in even as it resisted him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him deeper into me, feeling him opening me wide. To everything—love, lust, ache, need, pain. I felt his hesitation, conscious he was restraining himself and trying not to hurt me, trying to hang on. The slow progress only heightened my need and the pain.

He stroked my hair. "Are you okay?"

"Thrust deeper, Logan. Harder. Take me the way you want to." My voice broke and tears slid down my cheeks.

"You're so tight, El," he murmured. "I can't hold on long. You're pushing me to the edge."

"Push us both over," I whispered and ran my hands through his hair.

He let go of his restraint. I bit my lip to keep from crying out. He thrust deeper and deeper until he broke through a barrier of pain and virginity.

I was tight all around him. I tensed and he moaned. I realized in my inexperience that I could squeeze him and he liked it. I squeezed again and released and he thrust and the pleasure overrode the pain. I arched against him, blooming for him.

He thrust and thrust until the pleasure was so strong it needed release. And then waves of pleasure like I'd never felt before rocked through me. I cried out.

Logan thrust once more. "El!" He collapsed on me, gently, holding his full weight off me.

Neither of us spoke. I throbbed, feeling his bulk inside me. I was happy and sore, and though my body wanted to slim back to its virgin size, I didn't want him to pull out.

He held me for a moment and reached between us to hold the condom and pull out.

"Don't. Not yet," I said.

"I have to, El. Believe me, I'd like to stay inside you until I go small and grow large again. And then make love to you again. But if you don't want to chance an accident, I have to pull out."

I reluctantly nodded and let him go. He pulled me into the crook of his arm and tugged the covers up over us. "Are you okay?" He kissed the top of my head.

"I'm perfect." I stroked his chest. "And sore."

He laughed. "I love you, El."

"I love you, too."

He kissed me lightly and I knew I'd been right. Now that I'd made love with him, I'd want to do it again and again. And if I wasn't careful, I'd get reckless and make a mistake.

"Everything okay?" Logan asked.

"It's perfect. I was just thinking."

"About what?"

I almost said "the future." But that's a sure way to scare a guy off. Where was this all heading? There was still so much to face—my mom and the trial. I hoped we could weather it. I really did. Because I couldn't bear to lose Logan again. I pushed those anxious thoughts away. We'd make it somehow. I
knew
we would.

"You," I said. "I was thinking about you."

Don't miss the conclusion of Ellie and Logan's story—
Reckless Together
. Coming in early 2014. Ellie's mom arrives to cause trouble. You won't want to miss it!

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About the Author

Gina Robinson
lives in the Pacific Northwest with her husband and children. She was not a prankster in college, although she knows a good many people who were. They will remain nameless to protect the guilty.

She married her college sweetheart and has never forgotten that wonderful feeling of falling in love.

Most days she writes while wearing slippers, flip-flops, or tennis shoes, depending on the season. But she loves a great, sexy heel and has a closet full for special occasions.

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Coming in early 2014 Book Three of the Reckless Series—

Reckless Together!

The conclusion of Ellie and Logan's story. This time Ellie's mom is back to cause trouble.

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