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Epilogue

Two years later

Merrick

We are all broken, that's how the light gets in. – Ernest Hemingway.

I kept staring at the quote on the wall of my mother's living room. It had hit me like a brick wall the second I walked in the house.

While everyone else sat around the dinner table talking about their plans for the summer or what movie they wanted to see next, I kept thinking about that quote.

I had come back from war a broken man. Living in a darkness I thought would never end. But there was a reason for everything that happened back in that desert.

The things that broke me, actually saved me. Because I could feel the light seeping in through those cracks.

Every time I looked at my wife, our beautiful baby girl nestled against her chest, I could feel that light shining through me.

The day Grace said yes to marrying me, I felt one of those cracks seal up tight. The night she told me she was pregnant, happy tears filling her eyes, another one sealed. More cracks opened up here and there. Struggles and obstacles we faced together would always leave us a little scratched, but they wouldn't break us.

The night Grace shook me awake, telling me it was time, I felt one seal up while another opened.

We were both scared, neither one of us knowing what to expect. Grace confided in me that she didn't think she could handle anything like the loss of her child ever again. She wouldn't have to. At least, not alone. Not ever again.

That trip to the hospital was tense. The ride up to labor and delivery even more so. But the moment we both heard that tiny heartbeat, strong and steady, we knew everything was going to be just fine.

Another crack sealed.

Then, every trial either of us had ever faced in life finally made sense. Every single one of them led us to that moment. I thanked God for giving me a second chance.

Seeing our beautiful daughter – this tiny miracle – come into this world, I broke down. And Grace was right there with me.

Who was I to raise a child, so perfect and pure, in a world with so many rough roads? But she was my future and so was Grace. They were both given to me to protect, to love. I'd fight for both of them, as long as I was breathing.

"It's time for a nap, I think," Grace said quietly. The conversation around us continued as she stood to take little Erica to a quiet room.

I followed after her, always eager to hear her sing our daughter to sleep. It had the same affect on Erica as it did on me. She always immediately calmed, her precious face relaxing from the sound.

I spent most of my nights following these two around, making sure I didn't miss a single thing.

I stood in the doorway, watching my beautiful wife rock our child to sleep. That soothing voice sending warmth through me for the millionth time in my life.

I'm trying. The images from being overseas still haunt me, but that's because I don't want to forget what happened. I want to live through it and know that those men died for me. I want to honor them for their bravery and remember them for everything else.

I'm going to live for
them
. For Grace and Erica.

For me.

 

 

The End

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Thank you so much for reading Vivid. If you enjoyed it, please take a moment to leave me a review at your favorite retailer.

 

Thanks!

 

Jessica Wilde

 

Special Operations Warrior Foundation

http://www.specialops.org/

 

Like many other foundations, the Special Operations Warrior Foundation provides assistance to injured soldiers as well as their families. SOWF also focuses on one of the most important challenges those families face; 'getting to their hospitalized loved ones as quickly as possible'.

With grants immediately provided to the family, they can travel to be bedside with their loved one, especially for those crucial first days.

SOWF also provides a scholarship program, family services (including clinical social workers, scholarship counselors, and family services counselors). With on-going support and helpful counseling to all families of fallen members in every branch of the military, they are able to help in all the ways that count.

The SOWF was highly recommended to me by a recent veteran who served in Iraq. Therefore, I am thrilled to be able to help them in any way possible.

Every little bit counts.

 

 

SOWF Mission Statement

The Special Operations Warrior Foundation ensures full financial assistance for a post-secondary degree from an accredited two or four-year college, university, technical, or trade school; and offers family and educational counseling, including in-home tutoring, to the surviving children of Army, Navy, Air Force and Marine Corps special operations personnel who lose their lives in the line of duty.

The Special Operations Warrior Foundation also provides immediate financial assistance to severely wounded and hospitalized special operations personnel.

 

 

Vivid Playlist

 

Damien Rice - I Don't Want To Change You

 

Weezer - Say It Ain't So

 

Weezer - Hold Me

 

Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life

 

Bright Eyes - An Attempt To Tip The Scales

 

About the Author

I live in Morgan, Utah with my husband, beautiful daughter, and a couple of spoiled pups. If I'm not deeply involved in writing my next book, then I'm probably reading in the safety and quiet of my closet. I love yoga – which I now practice regularly – playing hide and seek with my daughter (only to have my hiding spots revealed by one of the pups), and I love Fruit by the Foot, Twizzlers and Peace Tea. These are great ways to bribe me into revealing secrets about what's to come.

I have an unhealthy obsession with Supernatural, The Walking Dead, and The Big Bang Theory. I also enjoy talking about them, so if you like them, too, come find me.

Writing has become an enormous part of my life and every book I write holds a special place in my heart.  If you read one of my books, I hope you have the same experience.

 

Connect with Jessica Wilde

 

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Acknowledgements

There are quite a few people to thank, but first and foremost, I want to thank my brother, Jeff. For your service in the Army National Guard, the sacrifices you made to protect this country, and the never-ending devotion to your family. I love you and I am so proud and honored to be your little sister. Thank you for being so willing to share your experiences in Iraq with me and allowing me to make an attempt at putting those experiences into words.

To my husband. I honestly don't know how you put up with me and my constant habit of burying myself in a story. Your patience and support means the world to me. Thank you for always being a sounding board and a reminder that true love is
completely
possible. To my baby girl, I love you more than anything. You are the light of my life and I am so grateful for the privilege of being your mommy.

To Erica. I honestly don't remember life before you! I don't want to! You've been my rock through this entire journey. Not only with writing, but life in general. Thank you for the late night conversations that end with my face hurting so much from smiling and laughing. For the encouragement and support you have always given me. For your devotion to getting the word out there about my books. Like I always say, YOU ARE SUPERWOMAN! Without you, I wouldn't know what the hell I was doing. You are my best friend and you mean the world to me. I love you! This just isn't enough, I feel like I didn't even hit the nail on the head. So I'll show you! I'll cherish your friendship and hopefully one day you will understand how much you mean to me. A shout out to your beautiful blog, Always Behind a Book. Thank you for all the cover reveals, blitzes, spotlights, tours, trailers ... everything! You are amazing!

To Keara. Seriously, where do I begin? What would I do without you? Your friendship means
everything
to me. You have changed my world so much just by being you. Thank you for always being there for me, for your enthusiasm, and your never-ending support. For being the Keara that
this
Grace will never stop loving. Without you, my world would be dark and lonely, sad and Dean-less (*wink wink*). Thank you! I love you! I cherish your friendship, and since words are never enough, I'll show you, too!

To Tracie, Jess, Amy S., Blythe, Amie, Jamie, Loraine, Amy A., Kass, Ginelle, Lisa R.D., Leah, Christy, Sarah, Joy, katz, Tricia, Samantha, my Wilde Ones Street Team (you know who you are), and so many more! Thank you for your friendship, your shares, your encouragement, and your support. You help me more than you realize and I'll never forget it.

To all the beautiful bloggers out there that have stuck with me through it all - I just can't thank you enough. Each and every one of you has helped me and so many other authors tremendously! Without you, the book world would be bleak. So, thank you. Please keep doing what you're doing. Whether you are big or small (To me there are no 'small' blogs! You all rock!), just starting out, or have been around for years, you make a difference! You make THE difference!

To my gorgeous readers. Thank you for sticking with me. For taking a chance on me. For your messages and love, your reviews, your bribes to get me to finish the next one (Yes, I said that), your shares and comments. For being the reason I do this! I love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for reading my heart and soul, and for handling them with care.

And finally, to the men and women in all branches of the military – past, present, and future – and to your families, wherever you are. Thank you for your sacrifice. Thank you for your courage and commitment. Thank you for being the strength that holds us together through the good and the bad. Our prayers are with you.

 

 

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