Read Before Homosexuality in the Arab-Islamic World, 1500-1800 Online
Authors: Khaled El-Rouayheb
It has been related of the poet—may God bless his heart—that he loved a butcher boy in whose form God the Exalted made him see His manifestation
(kāna
yuhibbu
ghulāman jazzāran ashhadahu al-Ḥaqqu ta ‘ālā tajalliyahu
bi
sūratihi)
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who think that he loves what is other than God, that is, the worldly images, whereas he loves the One who is apparent, manifesting Himself in these images, that is, God.
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I looked at Her, and the handsome person thinks I look at him. No, by Her dark-lipped smile!Rather, She who is lovely has lent him the attribute of beauty which he unjustly claims as his own.
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We must not forget that the love of boys has its noble, sentimental side. The Platonists and the pupils of the academy, followed by the Sufis or Moslem Gnostics, held such affection, pure and ardent, to be the beau
idéal
which united in a man’s soul the creature with the Creator. Professing to regard youths as the most cleanly and beautiful objects in this phenomenal world, they declared that by loving and extolling the
chef d’œuvre,
corporeal and intellectual, of the Demiurgus, disinterestedly and without any admixture of carnal sensuality, they are paying the most fervent adoration to the
Causa causans.
They add that such affection, passing as it does the love of women, is far less selfish than fondness for and admiration of the other sex which, however innocent, always suggests sexuality.
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I was blamed by mankind for loving beauty, and they do not know my aim, if only they knew!By means of it I attained the unbounded, and thus my heart approaches a bounded beauty they avoid.
All beauty is the beauty of God, there is no doubt, though the proscribing blamers are in doubt.The essence and the attributes are one, without doubt. You who approach the One, consider and you would not doubt!
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We are a people who are fond of handsome countenances, and with them God augments His favors to us.From the Preserver we have an eye, which increases our certainty and insight.To us has been passed the wine of divine manifestation, and with it our cup has been filled.
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O He who is apparent in His creation, while being hidden; 0 He who is hidden in Himself while being apparent.You appeared to me in everything, and I was no one but You, the seen as well as the seer ...In everyone handsome
[masc. ],
indeed in everyone pretty
[fem. ],
you became visible until you were affirmed by hearts.And it is not my creed to love appearances, but I love what the appearances indicate.
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“0 boy,” if I regard you as a body, and if I ascend to a higher level I say, “Spirit of essences,”And if I reduce you and me to nothing I say, “0 Lord, in his most comprehensive attribute.”
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It is not simply by reciting supererogatory prayers and incessant invocations, without applying yourself to perceiving the manifestations of Truth the Exalted, that you raise yourself from the depths of your self and your nature to the peak of being united with the Beloved of unbounded Beauty.
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He who is lost in love, is the one who in Truth exists,And he is dead [as a self] and alive [fading away in God’s Attributes], the witness and the witnessed,And every door to God except that is locked ...The best of all mankind [the Prophet Muhammad], the sea of beneficence and munificence, says:“Have recourse to the handsome countenances and the large-pupiled eyes.”
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who made it part of his tradition to love comeliness and made it permissible to perceive beauty, so that this becomes part of moral excellence, and he who considers it a defect, and criticizes those who follow and imitate this lead, is an unbeliever.
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