Scarred Hearts (Blackrock) (22 page)
We go back into the bar; the guys are ready to leave waiting on us. We exit the side door by my car "Ok guys I'll see you" Paige says waving "What you are not walking home alone" I look at Max "Hey I'll walk you" he tells her. I smile at him "Ok see you tomorrow" I wave at them as they head across the road. Paige turns to me still giggling over the machine pointing to my purse "go girl" as mouths as they turn the corner. Knox links his fingers through mine, "Are you ok to drive?" I nod "Yeah if you follow behind me" I smile up at him, he kisses me gently on the lips "Sure thing darlin" I can feel the knot in my belly pulling causing heat to spread through me, I love the way he says that. He gives me a hug then opens my door for me. "Stay behind me ok" I slide into my seat and start the engine "Of course".
I wait for him to pull around the corner on his bike then I drive up the hill, I can see him about two car lengths away following me, all I can think about is that silver wrapper in my purse. I can feel my pulse quicken just thinking about him inside me and that ache between my legs grows in wanting need. I pull into the garage and wait for him before closing the door, he walks in taking off his helmet smoothing his hair back down, and damn that boy is gorgeous.
I open the kitchen door and silence the alarm, he comes behind me wrapping his arms around my waist, there is a full moon tonight so the kitchen has a beautiful silvery glow I don't turn on the lights this is more romantic. He starts to open the buttons of my coat while kissing from that spot below my ear to my shoulder, he slowly peels off one arm of my coat then moves to the other side and does the same. When my coat is off he wraps his arms around me again rubbing small circles with his thumb on my stomach, a moan escapes my lips as I lean into his chest.
He kisses my temple working down to my jaw I arch my neck back giving him better access, I can feel his arousal pressing into my ass turning me on even more, reaching up I run my fingers through the back of his hair "Your beautiful Bailey" he says turning me around capturing my mouth with his, the kiss is hard and fast tongues darting back and forth. Knox lifts me up onto his hips, instantly I lock my legs around him as we kiss. I break away "Upstairs" I pant he just nods, then starts walking up the stairs. I can see the desire in his eyes, he slips his hands under my skirt kneading his fingers into my ass in my room we collapse onto the bed together I let my hands roam under his shirt finding rock hard muscles. Nipping his lower lip with my teeth he lets out a groan, running his hand up and down my rib cage.
I start pulling at his shirt, I want to feel his skin on mine he opens the buttons quickly the throws it on the floor kissing me again stoking the fire building within me, he kisses down my neck to my collar bone, reaching in between us I start opening the little catches that hold my Basque closed. He stops my hand looking at me with his intense green eyes "Hey we can slow down babe, there's no rush" I cock an eyebrow at him "Ok then lets continue" he says smiling.
He makes quick work of my top, kissing me again. I run my hands over his back pulling him closer to me "You are so damn sexy Knox Porter" I say as he makes his way to my breast, he opens my bra in one swift move instantly catching my nipple between his teeth, licking and pulling. I can feel it all the way down to my wetness, he moves to the other nipple, letting out a moan I arch into him further. His hands slide up the inside of my thigh, leaving a trail of fire on my skin, moving my panties aside he slowly rubbing circles with his thumb against my soft wet flesh.
"Oh my god, Knox" I breath into his ear, he captures my mouth once again; plunging his fingers deep inside me. In and out he pushes rubbing his thumb in circles, I lift my leg over his ass to give him better access, feeling myself reaching the edge my body begins to tremble beneath him as he pushes his fingers inside one last time, I explode around him, crying out his name. He removes his hand while kissing my neck, "I like the sound of that" he says, his voice laced with desire.
I unzip my skirt and shove it down my legs, my shaky fingers opening his belt when he kneels up on the bed. "Are you sure darlin?" I nod, afraid to speak incase my voice gave away my nervousness, I have never gone all the way with a guy before, I think he can tell. He takes off his jeans but leaves on his boxers; climbing beside me he kisses my legs one at a time until he reaches my feet then he removes my shoes, rubbing my feet. He kisses a trail back up to my thighs and stops, propping himself on his elbow.
"Why did you stop?" He looks a little embarrassed "We can slow down Bailey there is no hurry" he says with a quiet kindness to his voice. Covering my face with my hands, I want the ground to open and swallow me up; he takes my hands away looking at me. I let out a sigh "Ok I am a virgin" there I said it. He smiles at me rubbing my cheek, which is now burning from embarrassment not desire. He kisses me on the lips "That's ok Bailey, you don't have to be embarrassed" I look up through my eye lashes at him "Yeah nineteen and a virgin and in college, what sort of girlfriend am I?"
Knox looks down at me smiling "A beautiful one, who I am proud to call mine" he winks at me. This has so not gone the way I planned, I sit up on the bed covering my boobs, he hands me his shirt "Thanks, I am just going to wash my face. Don't want to frighten you if you see a caterpillar on my face in the morning" He looks at me like I am crazy "A what?" I pull off one of my false eyelashes waving it at him "Oh I see" he smiles and climbs under the covers.
Washing my face I am trying to think of how to get things going again, the only guy I ever wanted to have sex with is in my bed refusing me, I don't get it. I pull on my tank top, deciding I will just get into bed like this. I come back into my room, Knox is watching my every move, and I purposely put his shirt on the back of the chair bending over it to pick up my purse. I walk back to bed and climb in leaving my purse on the nightstand beside me. Knox wraps his arm across my stomach "Everything ok?" I nod then turn my back to him "Goodnight" I tell him, or it would have been I mutter. He leans over me "Bailey" I quickly close my eyes so I won't see him and get turned on again.
"Darlin look at me" he rubs my hair off my face, then he brushes his thumb across my eyelashes, opening my eyes I see him staring at me "What is wrong?" huffing I say "I am not going to beg you, we are together now. So unless you want to become a born again virgin, then we are going to have to have sex" "A born again virgin?" he laughs at me.
This guy is starting to irritate me, "Well if you don't want to, I am sure I can find someone who will" he jerks up off me "I didn't say I don't want to, trust me I want to. I just don't want to hurt you or push you into anything" I lay there looking at him, seeing the sincerity in his eyes. "Knox, I want to be with you, all the way, now you just ruined it. Why couldn't you be like other guys and just get it done?" He chuckles while sliding behind me "Darlin, my mom raised me properl, To treat a woman right, I would never just get it done". I can't believe this, now he is the perfect gentleman this night sucks balls big time. "Night Knox" I tell him letting my frustration show in my voice.
Knox
I am laying in Bailey's bed trying not to touch her, which is what I've wanted to do since the minute she walked into the bar tonight. She is fucking beautiful, legs up to her neck, a tight ass, amazing tits and of course her face. Man her smile melts my heart; I think I am falling for her. Shit it's too soon but I can't help it she is a cool chick, she doesn't complain or cling on to me, the only thing I can find is that she is a virgin, which is not a bad thing.
I want to make love to her so bad, but I don't want to hurt her. She's been drinking, I do not want to take advantage of that fact I am not an asshole. She turned away from me now; I can tell she is pissed at me because I won't go further tonight. I just want her to be sure; damn I want to be inside her, my dick is throbbing. I want her so bad; I am about two seconds from tearing off her tank top and panties. I need to sleep otherwise things will get crazy in here. My mind won't settle down, thoughts keep flying all around in it of her soft skin and tight ass, Jesus.
Bailey
I am laying there with my back to Knox I can hear him huffing and puffing, I know he is frustrated I just don't get why he won't come over here. How much clearer can I be? Is he regretting being with me now because I have no experience in that department, Jesus Christ how did we get here? It was going pretty damn good now it's like a bucket of ice water has been dumped on us. I feel like crap now, it is my fault, stupid virgin Bailey.
I reach my hand back to find his but instead I feel his cock, its rock hard straining against his boxers, I smile and begin to rub up and down "What are you doing Bailey?" he asks, his voice is husky with desire. I rub harder lifting his balls "Oh Jesus Christ, fuck this" he throws the blankets off us, finding my mouth with his. The kiss is fierce and full of fire, our lips crushing against each other, hands exploring. I put my thumbs into the waistband of his boxers pushing them down releasing him, he groans into my mouth. His hands slide under my tank then in one movement its up over my head, "Darlin are you sure?" he asks kissing me all over my neck. "Yes" I answer breathlessly.
His hand travels down between my legs again "Damn you're so wet for me" his magic fingers slide inside of me, arching my back to him gives more access he places another finger inside of me. Pushing, pulling circling with his thumb, he slides his fingers out as he kisses a path down to my thighs. I let me knees fall open as he kisses his way to the apex between my legs, licking and sucking his tongue sliding inside of me, sweet torture.
He kisses me harder adding his fingers to the mix; I can feel myself tightening around him. He slides up my body kneading my breast, sucking on my nipples, fingers in, out, in, out I feel myself reaching the edge and falling over it, I cry out his name feeling the beautiful sensation roll over me. Before he has time to change his mind again I grab my purse, pulling out the condom I hand to him then throw my purse on the floor. "Oh no not yet darlin" his fingers are still inside me and he starts to move slowly again, making me shiver from his touch. Tangling my hand in his hair I pull him up to me, kissing him relishing in the movement of his fingers, I slide my tongue into his mouth tasting him, reaching between us I grab his cock and rub up and down. He breaks the kiss breathing hard; his eyes are dark with desire. He tears open the silver wrapper with his teeth, reaching down he rolls the condom over his straining cock.
I open my legs as slides between them, holding his weight off me on one elbow he pushes into me slowly. I wince and bite my lip hard "You ok darlin?" I nod, he kisses me softly for a few minutes and I feel my body relax, he pushes inside more then pulls out. He moves slowly allowing my body to get used to him, I deepen the kiss grabbing his ass pulling him closer to me. He moves faster, pumping harder I wrap my legs around his waist matching thrust for thrust, our movements are like a dance, I feel my myself explode around him as he thrusts once more then his body shakes as he joins me in ecstasy.
We are breathing hard, his back slick with sweat. "Bailey" he breathes in my ear then looks up at me smiling "You are beautiful darlin" he runs his finger along my neck to my collarbone. Easing himself out of me and I roll to face him, smiling up at him "Are you hurting?" "Not really" I smile and kiss him quickly. He wraps his arm around me pulling me closer into him as he rubs small circles on my lower back. I kiss his chest running my finger across the name Annabelle tattooed above his heart, He puts his hand under my chin lifting so I can see his eyes, "That's my mom" I smile at him, Wow I think I am falling for this amazing guy, is that even possible after a few weeks? I snuggle closer to him closing me eyes "Night" I whisper. He tightens his arms around me kissing my temple "Night darlin".
I wake up at eleven am to the sound of water running, I sit up in bed looking around. "Knox" I call, maybe he is having a shower. He pops his head out of my bathroom "Mornin darlin" I smile at him "What are you doing?" he smiles a huge smile "Where do keep that stuff for the bath, y'know the bubble stuff?" I laugh "Under the sink" I go to get out of bed to get it for him but he holds up his hands "No not yet give me a sec". I sit back down on the bed listening as he rummages around in there, then he comes out of the bathroom butt naked. He has an amazing body my mouth opens and I can't help but stare "See something you like darlin?" he smirks at me. I stand up walking over to him smiling "Yes I do" he bends down and sweeps me off my feat "Hey what are doing?" I squeal. He walks into the bathroom, which has my scented candles lighting everywhere, he steps into the bubble bath and lets me down. He lowers himself then helps me down to fit between his legs, leaning back onto his chest so I can feel his skin on mine, "This is a nice surprise".
"I just want my girl to feel special" I rub my hands up and down his shins relaxing, he kisses my temple "Are you feeling ok?" I nod "Yeah a little sore but good" leaning over me we kiss, his mouth is soft and tender he runs his tongue along my bottom lip. A moan escapes me, he pulls away and I snuggle back into his chest. He picks up some bubbles and covers my boobs, "Here I thought you liked them" he chuckles "I do, I like to play with them too" I laugh at him. "Men, you all have a one track mind" "yes we do"
Knox grabs the washcloth from the side of the bath he soaks it then squeezes the water over my bubble boobs. He starts to wash my chest going lower to my stomach; I close my eyes and enjoy the feeling. He moves the cloth between my legs and massages softly, I relax even more letting my body lean into him, suddenly the washcloth is gone and his fingers took its place.
I smile, enjoying his touch "You like that?" He whispers, I nod my head keeping my eyes closed. He slips a finger inside of me continuing his slow rhythm, I tilt my head up to him seeking his lips, he kisses me in short soft kisses all the while keeping his finger moving, My body reacts and my hips start to move forward into his touch. He starts to move a little faster, my body giving away my eagerness "Cum for me baby" he says against my lips. His words send me over the cliff and I release around him. My eyes flutter open, "Oh Knox, you really do have magic fingers" He chuckles at me kissing the tip of my nose. "I just wanted to make sure I didn't hurt you last night" I turn around sloshing the water "No Knox you didn't hurt me, but I am happy I waited for you to come along" he gives me a smile so bright it could light up the night sky.