Scarred Hearts (Blackrock) (24 page)
I pick it up thinking Knox is canceling on me and listen. I hear some rustling, like the wind but no one says anything. Now I am feeling a little freaked out, I check the time, shit it's only nine forty five pm, Knox won't be here for a while yet. I go to fix up the guest bathroom for Knox to use in the morning. My phone rings again, "What the fuck do you want?" I scream when I answer. "You invited me to come stay over, Jesus Bailey make up you're fucking mind" shit I think, "No Knox, wait where are you?" "I am at your front door"
I race down the stairs swinging open the door and jump into his arms "Oh thank god, Knox" I kiss him all over his face. He drops his bag on the porch wrapping his arms around me. "Hey what the hell is going with you?" I slide down to the floor "Babe were you just calling me, I mean before I answered?" He grabs his bag and steps inside closing the door "No Bailey, Look I don't go games. I thought we sorted this out" I look at him. "Knox, I don't play games" I am shaking with anger, relief and if I am honest a little bit of fear. He looks at me deciding if I am lying, "Knox, someone called me twice but said nothing, then I get a voicemail with the same crap" He grabs my phone and listens to the voicemail. "I am glad I got here early" he pulls me close to him while he listens again. "Maybe I am just being paranoid," I say wringing my hands together. "It's ok I am here now" he says.
We make a hot chocolate each then go up to my room to watch TV, I am still a little on edge, "Hey It's ok, I am here darlin" He kisses me on the head as we lay on the love seat. I smile up at him "I love it when you call me that" "Is that so?" I nod smiling at him. He turns off the TV and lifts me up carrying me to the bed "Yes that is so" I reply. He lays me down on the bed keeping one hand behind my head, kissing me tenderly. He quickly takes off his clothes, except his boxers then climbs back beside me. He picks up my right hand kissing each finger, then my palm. He kisses a path up to my shoulder across my collarbone and down my left arm reaching my fingers to kiss each one individually. He lifts my t-shirt over my head then kisses a path from the right side of my body up over my neck lingering below my ear for a while until he continues across my jawline to the left side and repeats the same kisses down my body.
Slowly he removes my pants, treating my legs and toes to the same delicious kisses, he makes his way up the center of my stomach reaching my chest. Slowly he licks a path to each nipple, blowing on them until they are hard buds. He takes my right nipple into his mouth licking then takes it between his teeth flicking with his tongue. My mind is racing, there is a fine line between pleasure and pain and my skin is tingling with fire.
Knox moves to my left nipple repeating the process, I fist my hand in his hair "Knox" I moan breathlessly, I am so blown away by his tenderness I am almost in tears, he brings his kisses up my neck capturing my mouth. Kissing me slowly, tasting every part of me, his fingers lightly trail up my leg to my ass, kneading it slowly. I can feel the burn of desire grow in intensity, running my hands over his back I pull him closer to me so we are chest-to-chest, skin-to-skin.
He breaks the kiss, looking down at me with hooded eyes "You are so beautiful Bailey" I bite my lower lip, my emotions are high right now. I look back up to him "I don't know how I deserve you," I whisper. "Darlin it's the other way round, trust me," he says with a smirk. I pull him back to me kissing him. He moves his fingers between my legs touching me in my most sensitive place; I arch my back inviting him in.
He slips his fingers inside massaging me slowly, using his thumb in slow circles. I moan into his mouth, he moves his kisses to my jaw "I want you Knox" I say in his ear. He pulls a condom from under the pillow; winking at me he tears it open with his teeth. Taking it out of his hand I slowly roll the latex over his shaft, He sucks a breath in through his teeth. I guide him between my legs offering myself to him completely. As he pushes inside of me, groaning out my name. His movements are slow at first then builds into a dance of ecstasy, rocking back and forth deeper with each thrust, I raise my hips matching his thrust harder and harder, over and over again "Cum for me baby" he whispers adding his fingers between us taking me over the edge in an explosive crescendo, he thrusts one more time and his body shakes until he relaxes on top of me. He eases up on one elbow looking into my tear filled eyes "Hey darlin, why the tears?" he looks concerned, I smile at him, loving him for caring about me "That was beautiful" He kisses me on the lips, eyes, nose and lips again. "You are beautiful". He rolls beside me wrapping his arms around me holding me tight. As I close my eyes, I think, I am in love with this guy and holy crap it's amazing.
It's Thursday already, sitting in the quad for lunch waiting for Paige to arrive, I begin daydreaming about Monday morning. I remember waking up seeing Knox sleeping peacefully next to me, I couldn't help myself I just had to lean over and start giving him little kisses on the lips. He rubbed his face, opening one eye "Mornin Darlin".
"Mornin" I said with a huge grin. Reaching his arm around he pulled my closer to him, "What time is it?" he asks nuzzling the side of my neck "Six thirty" he groans "Why Am I getting woken up so early?" I giggle "I usually go for a run so my body is used to getting up this early" he pulls me on top of him "You want to exercise?" he cocks an eyebrow in question. I nod biting my bottom lip, "Hum I can think of one way to exercise" he pushes his hips up. I smile feeling his cock at attention already. "That's funny because I was just thinking I need to change up my exercise routine". We made love again that morning and every morning since then.
"Hey what are you grinning about?" Paige asks sitting down opposite me. I snap out of my daydream "Nothing" I say trying to hide my blush. She starts squealing pointing me "Girl, you've got it bad" I shake my head laughing "No, not bad. Very, very good" We are both laughing when Max sits down in between us; I wipe the tears away looking over at him.
"Hey Max, what you doing?" He shakes his head stealing some of my chips "Nothing, hanging with my girls" he smiles putting his arms around us pulling together for a three-way hug. "Where's Knox today?" Paige asks "What, you don't like me Paige?" Max asks her joking around, I push the bag of chips over to him "What, No I do. I was just wondering" I look over at her she is getting all flustered and her cheeks are turning pink. She looks at me and I raise my eyebrow at her, she puts her head down quickly pretending to read the label on her chips. Huh I think someone has a crush. Max's phone starts beeping. "Speak of the devil"
Knox: get your hands of my girl shithead
Max: ha! Ha where you at?
Knox: Biz class second floor
Max tells us to look up the second floor windows, all three of us turn seeing Knox looking at us. I laugh waving then blow him a kiss; he smiles at us flipping us off, which only makes the three of us laugh harder. "Awe poor baby stuck in class" I say as I turn around. Max is laughing, "He told me to keep my hands off you" I grin at Max "Ok lets give him a show, just to keep him busy"
Max and I start messing around, I grab him around the neck and he pretends to kiss me, but I have my hand covering my mouth. Both our phones beep.
Knox: You are not funny assholes! Bailey you are in trouble.
Max and I laugh some more, I text a quick reply
Me: Sharing is caring baby I'm just keeping it in the family
I turn to see him reading it shaking his head, He looks down at us with a frown.
Me: It's ok I will make it up to you later get back 2 class!
Knox: I will hold you to that
He turns from the window to sit down. Paige, Max and I enjoy our lunch together talking about the new songs they are singing tomorrow night "Are you singing again this week?" Paige asks Max "Yeah, the band is whole again" she smiles at him "You guys were awesome last week" "Hey I didn't know you were singing" I say. He nods "Yeah my uncle is back and he has Lucy so I can play again". "Ooh can't wait" I smile. "Ok ladies I'm out got my engineering class now" he swings his bag over his shoulder and takes off.
I look over at Paige "Why don't you just ask him out?" I say as she is watching him walk away "What? No, no. I mean he's nice and all but" she trails off "Whenever your ready, he is really nice" I say, she nods at me "I know but just not yet" we stand up to go back to class, "Hey can you tell Mr. Turner I'll be a few minutes late, say I have cramps" she laughs at me "Yep you do really have it bad" I smile at her walking backwards, "Yes I do" I turn around walking into the main building, heading upstairs to wait outside Knox's classroom for a quick surprise.
A few minutes later the students start filling out, everyone is out except Knox. I stand there for a minute then stick my head in the door. I see Knox sitting on the desk with his ankles crossed holding some papers and his instructor, who looks not much older than him. Standing pointing at the paper with one hand while brushing her pushed up boobs off his bare arm. I cough and they both look up, she jumps back quickly, smoothing her hair and he is just looking at me. "I'll catch you later" I say waving then heading downstairs.
He comes running after me "Bailey, wait darlin" I turn around "I have class I was just coming to surprise you before you went to lunch, clearly I did" I walk out into the quad with him hot on my heals "Hey beautiful, C'mon she was just going over my assignment with me" "Yeah I bet she was, thought you didn't play games Knox" I call as I step through the door to my class.
I sit down beside Paige "Was he surprised?" I slam my book onto the desk causing a few heads to turn "You could say that" I take out my laptop; Paige opens my book to the correct page for me. "Who is the business instructor for Knox's class?" I whisper to her. Before she can answer Mr. Turner starts talking.
I open an Instant message chat with her while taking notes for class.
Me: Who is she?
Paige: not sure why? Did she give you shit for being there?
Me: No she had her tits in Knox's face! He didn't seem to mind
Paige: WTF!!!!!!!
She looks at me with her mouth open I nod back.
Me: Am I being a kid about this?
Paige: Hell NO! That is some BS
I sigh closing the chat. For the rest of the class I am annoyed at Knox, at her and at myself. Why did I even bother going over there? Is it something I should be worried about? Mr. Turner lets us out a few minutes early, which is weird for him. Paige and I have English next so we walk out together. Knox is waiting for me outside the door, "Bailey" he says keeping instep with me. I look at him still walking "What?" I don't care Knox this is just bullshit" I wave my hand between us.
He stops in front of me holding my arms "Bailey, nothing is going on between me and Stacey" he says "Huh Stacey, not Miss, Mrs." he rubs my arms "No Babe, she is not a teacher only an assistant" My jaw drops "So it would be ok if you dated, she is not employed by the college, nice Knox" he smiles "Darlin, stop it there is no way I would touch her, even if I was single, which I am not and I know that. I still wouldn't touch her and she knows it"
"Really, how does she know it, because from where I was standing you were pretty much getting a lap dance" he starts laughing and pulls me into him "A lap dance huh? I like the sound of that, but I would have to change the dancers to someone who is beautiful and feisty" I roll my eyes more at myself than him "Sorry, I just freaked out. Seeing another woman touching you pisses me off" we reach my class, I am still not convinced about this Stacey person "Ok I better go in this guy doesn't like me and I don't want anymore drama today" I reach up to kiss him, he kisses me for a few minutes then I step back "Just so you know, I am yours only darlin. I don't want anyone else" I nod "Ok go eat, I am done after this class, it's ninety minutes though" Knox kisses me one more time and slaps me on the ass when I turn around.
Knox
I am in business class not really paying attention. Thinking about waking up with Bailey beside me all this week. Who knew that could make a man so fucking happy, she is beautiful. I can't believe I got so lucky to have met her. I look out of the window; I know she has lunch on the quad everyday; I look over by the oak tree seeing her and Paige having lunch. I can't help but smile.
"Mr. Porter, is there somewhere you would rather be?" I turn to see Stacey, our TA looking at me. "No I'm good" I turn back around to look at my computer and wait for to stop looking at me. She is all bent out of shape because I turned her down a few weeks ago and she tries everyday to remind me of it. I hear Eric laughing beside me "Busted bro". I look over at him, "Hey I thought you were hitting that shit," he says nodding towards Stacey. "Fuck no, I have a girl," I say.
Eric turns in his seat "Who? I haven't seen you with a chick since last year". I shake my head at him, dumb ass "Her" I say pointing over my shoulder toward Bailey, Eric looks out into the quad "Yeah bro, I see that. That's why Max is groping the shit out of her tits". I turn around so fast I knock my computer off the table "Shit" Eric is laughing his ass off "You're an asshole dude" I say looking out of the window. I find Bailey and see Max with his arm around her and Paige's shoulders. Eric is a dick; Max would never do anything like that to me. I know he likes Paige; I take out my phone and mess with them. Bailey turns to wave then blows me a kiss I smile back at her. Eric punches me in the arm and I look up to see Stacey watching Bailey and me.
Bailey and Max are pretending to kiss, I see Stacey smile from the corner of my eye she is weird. I text Max and Bailey telling them they are not funny but I am laughing at them, I like that my girl and my brother are friends and I don't have to choose to hang out with one or the other.
Bailey texts me back saying she is keeping it in the family, I laugh out loud. "Eh-hem" I look around to see Stacey holding her hand out for my phone, no fucking way is she getting my phone, I start putting it back into my pocket. "You know the rules Mr. Porter, hand it over until the end" I know she is doing it on purpose, She is pissing me off now so I hand it to her with the screen on, so she will see my screen saver of Bailey in her leather skirt looking fine as hell. "Stay after class today" she says walking away.